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| Song title | |||
| "YSSDN" | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| March 15, 2025 | |||
| Singer | |||
| ANRI | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
ADYXSHA (music, lyrics)
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| Views | |||
| 300+ | |||
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Lyrics[]
Your smile seems different now
Like memories we disavowed
Is this what's left of what we had?
ooh ohh
A shadow of the love that we shared
Can't tell if what I'm feeling
Is real or just a bitter pill
Words get stuck like winter frost
In moments when I need them the most
all this life i have been chasing imperfections
looking for myself in different directions
this is what i am, the voice behind these screams
this is what i'll show, all my wounds and broken dreams
maybe you still cannot see what i am seeing
i don't
want to let you make me feel
bad for being the imperfect
person that i have always so strived to be
this is the journey i am taking
and i don't care
where it will lead me
not sure when was it
but i did remember
that i drew a personification of my anger
short black hair with her eyes darkened deep unblinking and still
her face a marble mask with golden scars and silver spill
only her white cotton to cover what darkness would fulfill
her presence speaks of secrets that no time could ever kill
maybe
i'll forgive what you have done to me
but these memories won't let me flee
like a ghost that just won't let me be
i did regret of one mistake
the mistake of me giving you
everything that i cherished
i gave it
gave it all
to you
i couldn't take it back
no more
but at least i could move on
would you like me to continue
the story where we never made it to the end
i've got the words all ready
i can see it in your eyes
there's distance now
like you're looking through me somehow
should i keep on reading these pages
Can't tell if what I'm feeling
Is real or just a bitter pill
Words get stuck like winter frost
In moments when I need them the most
i could tell you how it ends
but you already know the way
how two people drift like seasons
till there's nothing left to say