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| Song title | |||
| "Until I Die" Simplified Chinese: 直到我死了以后 Traditional Chinese: 直到我死了以後 Pinyin: Zhídào Wǒ Sǐle Yǐhòu | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| June 10, 2020 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Xin Hua | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| BTM (music, lyrics) LokTeen (tuning) 2lh, Chopout (illustration) Maid (video) uragis (special thanks) | |||
| Views | |||
| 110,000+ (BB), 400+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| bilibili Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
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Alternate Versions
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| 直到我死了以后 (Zhídào Wǒ Sǐle Yǐhòu) |
| Upload date: May 18, 2014 |
| Featuring: Luo Tianyi |
| Producer(s): BTM (music, lyrics), Minin (tuning) |
Lyrics
| Chinese | Pinyin | English |
| 这是我所写的 有关你的 第零五首歌 | zhè shì wǒ suǒ xiě de yǒuguān nǐ de dì líng wǔ shǒu gē | This is the fifth song I wrote about you |
| 也是我所写的 想给你的 第三首情歌 | yěshì wǒ suǒ xiě de xiǎng gěi nǐ de dì sān shǒu qínggē | And the third love song that I want to give you |
| 说谎的我 掐着自尊 这次也要 对你坦承 | shuōhuǎng de wǒ qiāzhe zìzūn zhè cì yě yào duì nǐ tǎnchéng | The liar I am tries to keep my pride at bay[1]; so that this time I can be honest with you too |
| 不想一直 说不出口 直到我死了以后 | bùxiǎng yīzhí shuō bu chūkǒu zhídào wǒ sǐle yǐhòu | I don't want to always have to keep this to myself until the day I die |
| 首先是 对不起曾那样伤害过你 | shǒuxiān shi duìbùqǐ céng nàyàng shānghàiguò nǐ | First of all, I'm sorry I used to hurt you like that |
| 迟钝的 不是你 而是逃避的自己 | chídùn de bùshì nǐ ér shì táobì de zìjǐ | You’re not the slow one, rather, it’s this me who’s always been running away |
| 恋爱若 是种病 为何世界都着迷 | liàn'ài ruòshì zhǒng bìng wèihé shìjiè dōu zháomí | If love is an illness, then why is the world so fascinated by it? |
| 我因你而患上此疾 却没药医 | wǒ yīn nǐ ér huàn shàng cǐ jí què méi yào yī | I’ve caught this illness because of you, with no hope of a cure |
| 再来是 谢谢你 曾那样为我倾心 | zàilái shì xièxiè nǐ céng nàyàng wèi wǒ qīngxīn | Next, I want to thank you for having fallen in love with me |
| 你也是 看到了 相似的寂寞身影 | nǐ yěshì kàndàole xiāngsì de jìmò shēnyǐng | For having taken notice of this similar, lonely shadow |
| 什么都 不用做 就能把彼此看透 | shénme dōu bùyòng zuò jiù néng bǎ bǐcǐ kàntòu | We don't need to do anything, to understand each other |
| 但带着假面的我们 却要错过 | dàn dàizhe jiǎ miàn de wǒmen què yào cuòguò | But the both of us, hidden behind our masks, still make mistakes |
| 你可知道 多少个夜 我想着你 无法入睡 | nǐ kě zhīdào duōshǎo gè yè wǒ xiǎngzhe nǐ wúfǎ rùshuì | Do you know how many sleepless nights I've lost thinking about you? |
| 一闭上眼 是你的颜 充斥在我 脑海里面 | yī bì shàng yǎn shì nǐ de yán chōngchì zài wǒ nǎohǎi lǐmiàn | As soon as I close my eyes, all I could see is your face filling my mind |
| 你可知道 这些年间 我因为你 止步不前 | nǐ kě zhīdào zhèxiē niánjiān wǒ yīnwèi nǐ zhǐbù bù qián | Do you know that for these few years, I couldn’t move on because of you? |
| 旁人都说 此情无果 我却一直在等候 | pángrén dōu shuō cǐ qíng wú guǒ wǒ què yīzhí zài děnghòu | Everyone else always says this romance is fruitless, but I'm still sitting here waiting |
| 我恳求你别再 保持沉默 | wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chénmò | I beg of you, don't stay silent |
| 就算是一句你 讨厌着我 | jiùsuàn shì yījù nǐ tǎoyànzhe wǒ | Even if the only words you say are "I hate you," |
| 都能将我从这 牢笼之中 | dōu néng jiāng wǒ cóng zhè láolóng zhī zhōng | Please, let me out of this cage |
| 彻底解脱 解脱 解脱 | chèdǐ jiětuō jiětuō jiětuō | set me free, free, free |
| 我恳求你别再 保持沉默 | wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chénmò | I beg of you, don't stay silent |
| 就算你是真的 想报复我 | jiùsuàn nǐ shì zhēn de xiǎng bàofù wǒ | Even if you really want to get back at me, |
| 我也不会逃走 选择等候 | wǒ yě bù huì táozǒu xuǎnzé děnghòu | I won’t run, instead, I will choose to wait |
| 直到我死了 死了 以后 | zhídào wǒ sǐle sǐle yǐhòu | Until I die, until I die |
| 如果说 要等到 老来才能够相守 | rúguǒ shuō yào děngdào lǎo lái cái nénggòu xiāng shǒu | They used to say, that only through the years will we come across a persisting love[2] |
| 我光是 十个月 就已经无法承受 | wǒ guāng shì shí gè yuè jiù yǐjīng wúfǎ chéngshòu | But all I need are ten months, before I could no longer bear it |
| 告诉我 怎么做 你才会愿意回头 | gàosù wǒ zěnme zuò nǐ cái huì yuànyì huítóu | Tell me, what should I do, so that you will turn back to me? |
| 别就这样丢下了我 备受折磨 | bié jiù zhèyàng diū xiàle wǒ bèi shòu zhémó | Don't leave me alone to suffer like this |
| 你在我心中钻了洞 只有你才能够填空 | nǐ zài wǒ xīnzhōng zuānle dòng zhǐyǒu nǐ cái nénggòu tiánkòng | You drilled a hole in my heart, that only you can fill up |
| 无论别人怎么样做 都无法打开我的锁 | wúlùn biérén zěnme yàng zuò dōu wúfǎ dǎkāi wǒ de suǒ | No matter what they do, nobody else can open this lock |
| 我想感受你的体温 我想亲吻你的双唇 | wǒ xiǎng gǎnshòu nǐ de tǐwēn wǒ xiǎng qīnwěn nǐ de shuāng chún | I want to feel your body heat, I want to kiss your lips |
| 但现实中就连朋友 我们却也做不成 | dàn xiànshí zhōng jiù lián péngyǒu wǒmen què yě zuò bùchéng | But in reality, we can’t even stay friends |
| 要用多少的速度奔跑向你 | yào yòng duōshǎo de sùdù bēnpǎo xiàng nǐ | How fast do I have to run towards you? |
| 才能将你紧紧的拥入怀里 | cáinéng jiāng nǐ jǐn jǐn de yōng rù huái lǐ | Until I can hold you, close and tight into my chest? |
| 如果我也用着秒速五公厘 | rúguǒ wǒ yě yòngzhe miǎosù wǔ gōng lí | If I could also move 5 mm per second[3] |
| 是不是就会因此永久别离 | shì bùshì jiù huì yīncǐ yǒngjiǔ biélí | Then would you have left me forever again? |
| 那我宁愿在原地等候着你 | nà wǒ nìngyuàn zài yuándì děnghòuzhe nǐ | In that case, I'd rather stay where I am and wait for you |
| 我恳求你别再 保持沉默 | wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chénmò | I beg of you, don't stay silent |
| 就算是一句你 讨厌着我 | jiùsuàn shì yījù nǐ tǎoyànzhe wǒ | Even if the only words you say are "I hate you," |
| 都能将我从这 牢笼之中 | dōu néng jiāng wǒ cóng zhè láolóng zhī zhōng | Please, let me out of this cage |
| 彻底解脱 解脱 解脱 | chèdǐ jiětuō jiětuō jiětuō | set me free, free, free |
| 我恳求你别再 保持沉默 | wǒ kěnqiú nǐ bié zài bǎochí chén mò | I beg of you, don't stay silent |
| 就算你是真的 想报复我 | jiùsuàn nǐ shì zhēn de xiǎng bàofù wǒ | Even if you really want to get back at me, |
| 我也不会逃走 选择等候 | wǒ yě bù huì táozǒu xuǎnzé děnghòu | I won’t run, instead, I will choose to wait |
| 直到我死了 死了以后 | zhídào wǒ sǐle sǐle yǐhòu | Until I die, until I die |
| 杀了我杀了我 杀了伤害你的我 | shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle shānghài nǐ de wǒ | Kill me, kill me, kill this me who has hurt you |
| 杀了我杀了我 杀了不被爱的我 | shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle bù bèi ài de wǒ | Kill me, kill me, kill this me who’s unloved |
| 杀了我杀了我 杀了伤害你的我 | shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle shānghài nǐ de wǒ | Kill me, kill me, kill this me who’s hurt you |
| 杀了我杀了我 杀了不被爱的我 | shāle wǒ shāle wǒ shāle bù bèi ài de wǒ | Kill me, kill me, kill this me who’s unloved |
| 能说的 都说了 剩下说不出口的 | néng shuō de dōu shuōle shèng xià shuō bu chūkǒu de | Everything that can be said has been said, all that’s left are those things unsaid |
| 我全都 唱完了 这是最后一首歌 | wǒ quándōu chàng wánle zhè shì zuìhòu yī shǒu gē | This is the end of the song, the final song |
| 我还会 等着的 就怕你不爱我了 | wǒ hái huì děngzhe de jiù pà nǐ bù ài wǒle | I'll still wait for you, only worrying that you don’t love me |
| 我不会 放弃的 直到我死了以后 | wǒ bù huì fàngqì de zhídào wǒ sǐle yǐhòu | But I won't give up, not until I die |
English translation by LollyLover6312, corrected by CoolMikeHatsune22 and S178253128
Translation Notes
- ↑ 自尊 in this context refers to the ego/pride that is keeping the singer from being able to confess to the addressee of the song
- ↑ 相守 is in reference to the idioms 长相厮守 and 白发相守, two idioms referring to love between a couple that persists even through the years, such that the couple still takes care of each other even after they’ve turned old
- ↑ This is in reference to the Japanese movie 秒速5センチメートル (English title: ‘5 Centimetres per Second’, Taiwan Title: 秒速5公分)
Discography
Tianyi's version was featured on the following albums:
Xin Hua's version was featured on the following albums:
External Links
Unofficial
- Moegirlpedia
- Vocaloid Wiki
- VocaDB - Tianyi's version
- VocaDB - Xin Hua's version