The borderline in my mind

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Song title
"The borderline in my mind"
Original Upload Date
September 25, 2021
Singer
Hatsune Miku
Producer(s)
Kuutamo (music, arrangement, instruments) Scarlett_Candela (music) Sakiika (illustration) Muufe (music, video)
Views
11,000+ (NN), 90+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description "I can't live with you, But I can't live without you. I want to throw away these feelings."

Lyrics

Ooh
Left alone again
Chasing after you
What more can I do?!

In the throes of despair,
I secretly sought comfort in death
There was nothing but darkness

awaiting me on the other side
Unthinking mind
Idiocy of suicide

The fake smiles in sight,
and lies hidden behind the lines
“I love you” “I care for you”
Leave me be if you're saving face
JUST DISAPPEAR

Destruction of the truth. . . of my trust

Let rejection melt with
the midwinter snow today
and may bitterness fade
Can't live with you, can't live without you

I don't want to feel this way!
I have to rely on myself again
but there's still anger and anarchy among the
hesitation inside my soul
IT'S AS IF IT NEVER ENDS

Idealization and devaluation
The cycle starts anew

I can't explain it, but it feels like
you're gonna throw me away
Nothing here, just disappointment
I'm quitting now. I don't wanna play
I keep hurting myself
Here lies my intentions

Isn't it better to dream than face reality?
The voices inside my head say to
ABANDON HOPE
THESE RELATIONSHIPS HAVE NO VALUE AT ALL - -
ALL YOU ARE IS A WALKING CORPSE

Let the radiant sun break through
the clouds over head
and may the pain fade away
Can't live with you, can't live without you

I don't want to feel this way!
Paranoia will reign high as I sleep alone
with nothing to look forward to the next day
I'll keep pushing you away
THIS DISORDER HAS NO END

What lovely euphoria
against such dismissive dysphoria

The path to recovery is laid out ahead
I'll struggle. . .
I'll get hurt. . .
But I'll live

Let the radiant sun break through
the clouds over head
and may the pain fade away
Can't live with you, can't live without you

I don't want to feel this way!
It's about time to accept who I am
and create my own identity
To fight against adversity
I don't want to go back to those days!

Let rejection melt with
the midwinter snow today
and may bitterness fade
The radiant sun broke through

azure horizon
marking the start to a new year
From now on, I'll start to change my ways
There's only one life to live, right?
With or without you, my happiness depends on me alone

Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter
Life and death,
the cycle starts anew

Through joy and misery,
these feelings ring true
The rainbow has a new hue. . .

External Links

• piapro - Lyrics

Unofficial

• VocaDB