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Song title | |||
"Shameful Idol" | |||
Original Upload Date | |||
January 13, 2025 | |||
Singer | |||
Mai | |||
Producer(s) | |||
Zyla Zo. (music, lyrics, illustration, video)
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Views | |||
40+ | |||
Links | |||
YouTube Broadcast / Bandcamp Broadcast | |||
Description
《I've never seen a beautiful girl who looks like me》 |
Lyrics[]
A monster shoud be sealed away
Not outside to come and play
I'll hide the truth, I won't have a say
I'm the one to blame
I hate it when you call my name
I lie and I love to blame
Cover my wounds
It will be the same
I deserve the shame
You will find no valor
I'm nothing but a monster
Why do you see beauty
In someone who looks like me?
I don't have the blue eyes like cold snow
Or bright red cheeks like a rose
Every beautiful idol looks nothing like me
With my scars and imperfections, I can't be seen
That must mean that I'm ugly, right? Right!
I won't survive
That's just too bad for me
Every beautiful idol looks nothing like me
With my scars and imperfections, I can't be seen
But I will hide my shame, so don't worry
I'll hide the truth and pretend it's all fine
I'll hide the truth and pretend it's all fine
I will hide my secret
And the shame that comes with it
I want to disappear
So nobody finds my tears
A monster shoud be sealed away
Not outside to come and play
I'll hide the truth, I won't have a say
I'm the one to blame
I hate it when you call my name
I lie and I love to blame
Cover my wounds
It will be the same
I deserve the shame
I'll just stand by and waste away
With hope you'll forget my face
Sorry to leave
I deserve to bleed
And I'll be set free
It's time to make my grand escape
Don't save me, it's far too late
Secrets and shame
Running from the blame
Death is the true way
External Links[]
- Bandcamp - Instrumental