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Losernana
Song title
"SUPER LOSER"
Original Upload Date
Oct.30.2018
Singer
GUMI
Producer(s)
nana (music, lyrics, illust)
Views
50+
Links
SoundCloud Broadcast


LyricsEdit

As I never got my lines, I hide until the curtain call
For a cue, that will never make its way to me
I’m fooling around, and merely waiting for the end
With impulse to scream into a microphone and steal the spotlight

Right as I wait, I try to change myself enough in time
Staring into a mirror, I’m so dissatisfied
Someone call my name, before I scream out all the pain
Self inflicted loneliness, too scared to run to fame

I’ve rewritten this fifty times
Or maybe more, but I don’t
Think that matters at all, you know
I’m just trying to get by
Sing a chorus of nonsense, and
I’ll wait for the clapping hands
To welcome me at the end

I’m feelin’ the need to tell
You what I mean and it’s
Ringing through my mind and
I can’t take it anymore

Deep in your shadow I stand
A lonely one-man band
And I keep singing in my
Head, so loudly

I’m getting tired, my head
Is spinning faster, I’m dead
Behind a glass wall
Watching the star of the show

It’s getting hard to pretend
I’ll put my thoughts to an end
But my anxiety is
Crossing through my mind

It’s been a year since I have waited for the curtain call
Stealing the lines of everyone I’ve seen before
My originality is almost nonexistent
When I write things on my own they end up in the trash

Spinning around in circles, flooding thoughts into my mind
Oh, how I envy you, how are you satisfied
I just want attention for something I wanna be
Can’t break through the tension, my anxiety is crushing me now

Fall down seven times, get up eight
But still, I keep hating the
Things that I have spun with my hands
My voice is self-silenced, I
Can’t take anything anymore
Even breathing is a chore
Shut me up if I sing too loud
I jump off a bridge into the crowd

Now as I write I get sick
Hey, maybe talent exists
And I just know that I will
Never have it

Screaming to a wall of bricks
Don’t wanna end up
Tricking anybody into
Loving me

I’m getting tired, my head
Is spinning faster, I’m dead
Behind a glass wall
Watching the star of the show

It’s getting hard to pretend
Before the show starts it ends
Although the isolation’s
Killing me too slow

Hey, are we still having fun?
My megaphone is a gun
So do you wanna run
Away from me now?

From all the words that I sung
To the collapse of my lungs
If I keep singing I might
[[redacted]]
Hey, are we still having fun?
My megaphone is a gun
So do you wanna run
Away from me now?

From all the words that I sung
To the collapse of my lungs
If I keep singing I might
[[redacted]]