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| Song title | |||
| "Paranoid Doll" | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| July 21, 2009 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Camui Gackpo | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
natsuP (music, lyrics)
haku (guitar, bass, drums, mixing) HaruAki (illust, video) Kokutoupokky-P (tuning) | |||
| Views | |||
| 1,000,000+ | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (reprint) | |||
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Description
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Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 捕われた行き場のない心 | torawareta yukiba no nai kokoro | Captured, with nowhere to escape, |
| 動けなくなる | ugokenaku naru | My heart has become immobile. |
| 自分の |
jibun no kimochi sae mienai | Unable to see even my own emotions, |
| 目を背けてる | me o somuketeru | I turn my eyes away. |
| 手のひらに包まれている蝶のように | tenohira ni tsutsumarete iru chou no you ni | The wings held in my palm are like butterflies, |
| 飛びたくても飛べない翅が | tobitakutemo tobenai hane ga | wanting to fly but are unable to do so. |
| 「都合のいいように生きればいいよ」 | "tsugou no ii you ni ikireba ii yo" | "You should just live your life to your convenience." |
| 「苦しいなんて言わせないから」 | "kurushii nante iwasenai kara" | "I will never make you have to say you're suffering." |
| 耳元で聞こえる誘惑 | mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku | I hear these kinds of temptations at the base of my ears. |
| 自由を求めては 辿り着けず | jiyuu o motomete wa tadori tsukezu | I constantly seek freedom, but am unable to find it, |
| 居場所のない現実に | ibasho no nai genjitsu ni | in this cruel reality with no place for me to be, |
| 思い通りにならない地図を眺めている | omoidoori ni naranai chizu o nagamete iru | as I gaze at this unpleasant map. |
| 身体が切り裂かれ | karada ga kirisakare | My body has been cut up, |
| 痛みに消えていく | itami ni kiete yuku | And fades away in pain. |
| 記憶も願いも | kioku mo negai mo | Both my memories and wishes |
| 切なく色づき | setsunaku irozuki | Are painfully changing their colors. |
| 左手に忘れられぬ傷 | hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu | In my left hand is an unforgettable wound. |
| ボクハ パラノイア | boku wa paranoia | I am Paranoia. |
| 繋がれた手足 | tsunagareta teashi | My limbs are tied up. |
| 隠された瞳の中に | kakusareta hitomi no naka ni | In my hidden pupils |
| 思い出す | omoi dasu | I'm slowly recalling a face; |
| あの面影は幻なのか | ano omokage wa maboroshi na no ka | Is it a mere illusion? |
| 「全部捨ててしまえば楽になれるよ」 | "zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo" | "It'll be so much easier if you just abandon everything." |
| 「痛みが快感に変わっていくよ」 | "itami ga kaikan ni kawatte yuku yo" | "Your pain will become pleasure." |
| 手渡される | te watasareru | I was handed |
| 禁断の赤い実 | kindan no akai mi | A forbidden red fruit. |
| 自分らしさなんて わからなくて | jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute | Not understanding the meaning of "being myself", |
| 過去に縛られ 繰り返す | kako ni shibarare kurikaesu | I become bound to my past again and again. |
| 時の過ちに気付かずに | toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni | Not realizing time's error, I utter |
| "あの実をください" | "ano mi o kudasai" | "Give me that fruit." |
| 手に入れたいものを | te ni iretai mono o | Unable to obtain |
| 掴めなくて | tsukamenakute | What I want to obtain, |
| 消えない傷を増やすだけ | kienai kizu o fuyasu dake | I'm only receiving more persisting wounds. |
| 気付いてしまった | kizuite shimatta | When I realize all this, |
| 見知らぬ世界に残された | mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta | I'm already left alone in this unfamiliar world. |
| ボクハ パラノイア | boku wa paranoia | I am Paranoia. |
| うなだれる首 | unadareru kubi | My head hanging down, |
| 聞こえない耳 | kikoenai mimi | my ears unable to hear anything, |
| 叫べない喉 | sakebenai nodo | my throat unable to scream, |
| 動けない足 | ugokenai ashi | my feet unable to move... |
| これが現実か夢かわからない | kore ga genjitsu ka yume ka wakaranai | I don't know if it's a dream or reality, |
| でも君は確かに僕を見ていた | demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo miteita | but I'm positive that you were looking at me. |
| 暗い闇の中で もがきながら | kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara | While struggling within the murky darkness, |
| 何度も自分を見つけてる | nandomo jibun o mitsuketeru | I have discovered myself many times, |
| 右手に残る赤い色 | migite ni nokoru akai iro | As the red butterflies remaining |
| バラバラの蝶々 | barabara no chouchou | In my right hand scatter around. |
| このまま眠らずに | kono mama nemurazu ni | If I don't sleep, |
| 歩き続ければ | aruki tsuzukereba | And instead keep on walking, |
| いつかは辿り着ける？ | itsuka wa tadori tsukeru? | when will I be able to reach that place? |
| 行く手に 君の足跡が見える | yuku te ni kimi no ashi ato ga mieru | I see your footprints on my pathway, |
| もう戻れない | mou modorenai | So I can longer turn back. |
| ボクハパラノイア | boku wa paranoia | I am Paranoia. |
English translation by animeyay
Discography
This song was featured on the following albums:
- VanaN'Ice
- EXIT TUNES PRESENTS Vocalonexus feat. 初音ミク
- EXIT TUNES PRESENTS 煌百花繚乱舞踏会 feat.神威がくぽ from がくっぽいど
- 花楽里漫葉集 feat.初音ミク
- The Legend of 超絶調声師