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CrowFur- P - Meltdown overlad
Song title
"Meltdown - overload"
Original Upload Date
July 14, 2023
Singer
DEX
Producer(s)
Pachinko-P (music, lyrics)
Views
300+
Links
YouTube Broadcast


Lyrics[]

What's this peculiar figure
Staring at me from the corner
Like a child trapped inside my bed
I think that it's all in my head

I can see him creeping closer
He can't scare me any more though
I don't know if this thing is real
But I know these things I can't feel

All I hear is "it's mind over matter"
And those words put me in a daze
What I'd give for those words to be truthful
But the thoughts I have are far too loud
So they all put me in a craze

All I hear is constant screaming
Everything is overwhelming
Why the fuck are you standing there
Isn't everything my fault?
I can't hear your words of comfort
I can't see through coloured thinking
I can taste this crimson liquid
Seeping from the cuts in my cheeks

Cutting my wrists
Ripping my hair
Why is everything so unfair
Holding my head for dear life
These voices encapsulate me
I would hurt you
But that won't do
I need to defend myself from
All those people who hurt me
Instead of running away from them

My face is a contorted mess
Lost my appetite cause of stress
Days go by and I'm still starving
Envy those who love life smiling
I plead
I scream
I beg but nothing
Won't somebody give me something?
Just a little validation
Just to change the situation

Instead they laugh
Say it's "mind over matter"
And then they go about their day
Why do they never listen to my cries
I pray they have a stable enough mind
To find me dead one rainy night

Cutting my wrists
Ripping my hair
Why is everything so unfair
Holding my head for dear life
These voices encapsulate me
I would hurt you
But that won't do
I need to defend myself from
All those people who hurt me
Instead of running away from them

Give up on looking for something
I feel like somebody's plaything
My decisions are not my own
Please I ask don't leave me alone
I can feel my health declining
I can see my face still smiling
I can see the scars in my cheeks
I haven't eaten for 3 weeks

But they laugh
Say it's "mind over matter"
Because they don't know what to say
What I'd give for a day where I'm normal
So I could live a normal life
And everything could go my way

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