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Song title | |||
"Me So Far" | |||
Original Upload Date | |||
February 5, 2025 | |||
Singer | |||
Ling Wan | |||
Producer(s) | |||
Gishiki-P (music, lyrics)
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Views | |||
400+ | |||
Links | |||
YouTube Broadcast / Spotify Broadcast / Bandcamp Broadcast | |||
Description
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Lyrics[]
“Okay, maybe”
I thought "maybe" meant I could save me
But it doesn't anymore
Maybe if I tried harder I could
Maybe not feel this way
We could cast a castaway and cast them up to Heaven
Forget that they'd lived at all and try not to want Heaven
I'm a monster, I'm a freak
You can hate me all you want
Now it's over, said and done
Please just forget it
I'm a landslide
You are in my head breaking my mind
'Til I end up dead
Found in my home on the seventeenth
With a bottle of champagne in hand
It's not homicide, I meant to die and hoped no one would find me
Tried my best but I need rest and no one tried to stop me
I was that one castaway
And my shame led me astray
Rose, I'm sorry that I left
But the me so far is nothing I wanted