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|Nik Clay (music, lyrics)|
No more drinking water from the hose,
I'm sick of how i misremember
things that happened in the past,
it's good for no one.
I talk to myself sometimes,
I must be just like you.
kind gestures make me anxious sometimes,
It's something i am desperate to unlearn.
I tear it up to shreds before it's even done.
It's just another nervous habit.
But when i wake up, to see you sitting there,
been up for a while now by yourself,
I always feel a little guilty.
And when i wake up to see you're still asleep,
I will roll over to embrace you.
In this moment I want to live.
I want to live like this forever.
In a moment I can't breathe,
my chest tightens like it always does,
and once again I fail to say your name.
I wanted to be calm,
I swear i tried so hard, still,
in the end I'm everything I'm not.
But you assure me that it's fine,
that i should trust I'm still alive,
and if I died, you wouldn't be right next to me.
So You clasp your hands round mine,
as the confidence drains from my face,
and in its place, a fountain of blood.
I am so full of love I could explode.
I'm sorry Ii talk so much about death,
it's just always on my mind.
I still don't know if i believe in ghosts
but I feel them even when I'm all alone.
I am made of love for you.
And though i know we both are sore
we soon will feel relief,
through antique tones and synthetic homes,
our lives have yet to cease.