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| "Black Tar" | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| June 21, 2023 | |||
| Singer | |||
| DEX, Fukase, and YOHIOloid | |||
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Pachinko-P (music, lyrics)
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| Views | |||
| 70+ | |||
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Lyrics[]
Why do I see demons in the mirror?
So conflicted, twisted in their figures
Smiling widely, at the thought of me in pain!
Never f*kcing giving me a break!
It's such a sight
To see these demons in the mirror
Every night I see them creeping closer
Traps my mind within a giant iron cage!
That I can never get out of without hurting
Why is it that I am so unlucky?!
Why is it that nobody likes me?!
Why is it that I can never ever be liked
By people who only sympathize to use me
Black and white is all my mind will wok in
Only think about the times you're hurting
I guess now you'll have to throw me away
Replace me with somebody else so much better
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
A feeling of dread
Hangs over my head
I'm losing my sense
I'm losing myself
I don't know what's right
I'm going to die
But everything's fine
Why do you ask?
I could try to lie
To say I'm okay
But who am I to say
That it's gonna change?
I'm just being coy
You must be annoyed
Is this all my fault?
What have I done?!
I'm the one to blame
I'm feeling the shame
Something doesn't feel right
This must be a game!
I'm seeming my scars
Crawling up my arms
But everything's fine
Why do you ask?
I could try to lie
And say I'm okay
But it would be easy
To know that it's fake
A knife to my wrists
Dictates if I live
I just want to cry
And I want to die!!
Cause I'm seeing demons
When I look at my reflection!
A conflict in actions
With nothing to break the tension
Breaks my mind and body
At the sight of his smile
Why am I lying to myself?!
Do I hate myself this much?!
All I know is anguish
And I feel my heart racing
But if I were to end it
I'd start a new beginning
What is the point of caring for things
That don't matter when
Everybody wants me dead!
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me
Kill me