All eyes are on me now,
This is not what I want,
I do one thing out of line,
And they watch me,
I’m not spectacular,
Nor am I glamorous,
They simply watch, and I can see,
I’m not needed here,
I make something cool or,
I have a nervous breakdown,
The outcome is the same,
And I hate it,
They all blame me,
Don’t they have something,
Better to do?
I know I can do better,
I’m sorry for letting you down,
My problems aren’t worth caring about,
So I guess I should leave myself in the gutter,
I can see that you don’t care about me,
‘Cause you think I’m just a dumb
Attention Seeker,
I listen with intent,
Because I care more than most,
I like to help others,
When I need help myself,
“There’s nothing wrong with me,”
I lie, and lie,
I keep it hidden,
To save your reactions,
I never accept help,
Internally I’m fighting,
“What is your problem?”
I honestly don’t know,
When I was younger,
This was never the case,
But now I’m an anxious wreck,
And there’s no cure,
I know I can do better,
I’m sorry for letting you down,
My problems aren’t worth caring about,
So I guess I should leave myself in the gutter,
I can see that you don’t care about me,
‘Cause you think I’m just a dumb
Attention Seeker,
Oh, even when I listen to you,
I can’t hear my thoughts over your obnoxious voice,
Very soon I’m gonna leave you alone,
‘Cause you think I’m just a dumb
Attention Seeker,
I know I can do better,
I’m sorry for letting you down,
My problems aren’t worth caring about,
So I guess I should leave myself in the gutter,
I can see that you don’t care about me,
‘Cause you think I’m just a dumb
Attention Seeker,
Oh, there’s nothing wrong with feeling sorry,
So I guess I should leave your ass in the gutter,
Thanks for making me feel worse than before,
Now I think I’m just a dumb,
Attention Seeker
