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| Song title | |||
| "Asthma" | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| Oct.1.2015 | |||
| Singer | |||
| GUMI Megurine Luka (chorus) | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Cawer (Reoni☆) (music, lyrics, video) Colossae (illust) | |||
| Views | |||
| 990,000+ (YT), 110,000+ (SC), 1,500+ (NN) | |||
| Links | |||
| YouTube Broadcast / SoundCloud Broadcast / Niconico Broadcast | |||
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Description
The song "ASTHMA" was written by Cawer out of frustration. It was a vent work, depicting the despair of schizophrenia and DID. Schizophrenia cannot be understood without understanding despair.-R. D. Laing |
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Lyrics
I don't know how life should
go on when there's no end
Even if I keep walking past the helping-hand
Fearing where to go and
knowing my soul can't withstand
is breaking something in half
inside my broken self
There might be a way to get out
Yet I didn't find out how
So I'll keep waiting for that door
And though my body starts to rot
and my mind's starting to chop
I'm still believing in the light
I've broken once, and got up again
I've broken twice- it was the same
But despite all that, I'm now reaching my end
It seems like I cannot turn back
I don't know how I should
go on when there's no end
Even if I keep holding out the seeking-hand
Not knowing where to go and
feelings, my soul can't withstand
Words're breaking something in half
I SEE THEM CUT IN SKIN
The blood is dripping down the knife
"Why can't you just end your life?"
A question, which is repeating
And now THEIR body starts to rot
and their minds 're starting to chop
I lost my belief in the light
"I've broken once, and got up again"
I've broken thrice, it wasn't the same
"It's enough, I reached my limit just right now"
You're seeking for a stop? (lol)
Dancing in my head.
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them running down your cheeks, and please your fears)
If you try to run, they'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere
(And you ain't going anywhere)
(Your life's our game now)
If this is the ending...
"We're just at the beginning."
Watching, not able to do anything.
They are sucking out your blood
(You're falling to the ground with such a weakly thud...)
I don't know how I should
go on when there's no end...
(We are eating your heart, and break down your defense)
Just right now I stopped holding out the seeking hand
(Your blood's running dry.
We are so hungry for more!)
I've broken XXX-
Got up again.
But now I give in to their reign.
"YES, that's right you fool.
Fucking follow the rules."
Parasites 're eating through
Fucking with my head.
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them sucking out your blood, increase your fears)
If you've tried to run, they dragged you down and teared you in their filthy sphere
(And you are staying forever)
If this is now ending...
"We're still at the beginning."
Watching, not able to do anything.
They are hungry for your soul.
They're eating and singing, repeating
Feel the magic poured into your veins, while sipping on the devil's cup
(Sacrificing your (fucking) body and soul)
Feel how your pith's getting crushed, until it breaks, just like an egg cracks up.
(XXXXX XXXX XXXX) (ksjigzniortfzcurllolgrn)
(...My life's a game now...)
LA LA LA
LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA
Forced a smile.
Cheerily singing,
until my Asthma has come to end.
(aImbhIkVmIN1VvDem) (I'm becoming one of them)
External Links
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- VocaDB
- MP3
- Instrumental