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| Song title | |||
| "all those feelings have to go." | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| September 27, 2023 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Meika Hime | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
Friend (music, lyrics, illustration, video)
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| Views | |||
| 16,000+ (SC), 27,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| SoundCloud Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"sentenced to hard truth ⚖ this song took years off my life from the song itself to the mv, i had lots of trouble, but!! it was a learning experience :') have some nice guttural hime yelling" |
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Lyrics[]
I FEEL LIKE A CRIMINAL!
MY MINDSCAPE’S SUPERLIMINAL!
kept up another night, it seems i can’t sleep
got the devil’s paranoia pumping panic in me
like an ill dream, it killed so silently
it all gives me the ick
yeah, i’m gonna be sick
but life keeps moving and i don’t care to grieve
out here crying any alibi to keep myself clean
maybe you can’t believe a being in a screen
has a bug in their head and it bit them again
so i refined my faux design and ate whole that benign
denied the crime named by a dull pipeline
a rabbit hole in the headlines
keep the past as a memory locked in shared dichotomy
how grotesque, this slow digest
OH~OH~OH
ALL THOSE FEELINGS HAVE TO GO!
while i’m clinging to my fealty and claiming i’m not guilty
OH~OH~OH
WHAT REALLY DO YOU KNOW?
you’ve got all intent to kill me yet strike so indirectly
YOU KNOW, YOU REALLY PISS ME OFF
NEVER FEED ME WHAT I WANT
i’ve got a sixth sense for taking recompense
BUT IT IS ALL NOW SAID AND DONE
SO PATHETIC, HOW YOU RUN
sentenced to hard truth
the jury kills real smooth
a bloody pacifist eluding with ease
run the long con in liaison petrifying all pleas
now i’m lonely, the burden lies with me
cause it was all too absurd to be seen or heard
just say i can’t be what you want me to be
there’s nothing to do now
oh god, there’s nothing to do
trust me, release is easy
when you quit believing in any kind of dream
REM, the symptoms brought their friends
i’m a fool to deja vu as i’m tracing your trend
say it’s redefined, drifting with time
there’s a detour on this line
“can you refute your crime?”
I FEEL LIKE A CRIMINAL!
MY MINDSCAPE’S SUPERLIMINAL!
every day, which face should i wear?
who can see me and who’s unaware
THERE’S SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME!
AND SLOWLY IT’S DIVIDING ME!
every day, re-posture my form
shed my skin until i’m reborn
I’M CHOKED BY MY REASONING!
I DON’T KNOW WHO I’M WORSHIPPING!
ugly from the damage we dealt
nurse my ego back into health
AND THEN WHEN THE TRUTH’S LAID BARE
EXQUISITE CORPSE LACKING FANFARE
lay this nightmare soundly to rest
dreary visions known sole to the dead
OH~OH~OH
ALL THOSE FEELINGS HAVE TO GO!
while i’m clinging to my fealty and claiming i’m not guilty
OH~OH~OH
WHAT REALLY DO YOU KNOW?
though your eyes are gazing through me
i won’t admit that scares me
there’s nothing to do
the problem’s see-through
and it all points to
that opalescent you
my heart is hell-bent
split into segments
you want my two cents?
this is my descent.
i’m simply terrified of side-effects eating up my mind
(swift and just asphyxiation)
self-destruction idolized - my spiral’s all too typical
(you visit me in hallucinations)
DON’T WANNA HEAR IT
CAUSE I DON’T NEED IT
this behavior loop is terminal
exhausting all my arsenal
oh~oh~oh
all those feelings have to go
should i numb myself on guilt-trips
or fantasize the roles flipped?
oh~oh~oh
what really do you know?
you look stupid down on one knee
how dare you say you love me.
and yeah, it really pissed me off
that i couldn’t be enough
i wanna heal now
i wanna claw this out
look at the damage said and done
memories that bleed and run
this is my hard truth
i cannot run from you
OH~OH~OH
ALL THOSE FEELINGS HAVE TO GO!
while i’m clinging to my fealty
and claiming i’m not guilty
OH~OH~OH
WHAT REALLY DO YOU KNOW?
you’ve got all intent to kill me
yet strike so indirectly
YOU KNOW, YOU REALLY PISS ME OFF
NEVER FEED ME WHAT I WANT
i’ve got a sixth sense
for taking recompense
BUT IT IS ALL NOW SAID AND DONE
SO PATHETIC HOW YOU RUN
i’m quite the guru
at tearing down your ruse
sentenced to hard truth
the juror kills real smooth
(i’m like a criminal
alone inside the liminal)
External Links[]
- Google Drive - Off-vocal