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| Song title | |||
| "Affection Addiction" | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| April 5, 2025 | |||
| Singer | |||
| POPY Miyamai Moca, SOLARIA and SAROS | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Views | |||
| 1,000,000+ (YT), 150,000+ (YT), 36,000+ (SC) | |||
| Links | |||
| YouTube Broadcast / Bandcamp Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (auto-generated by YouTube) / SoundCloud Broadcast | |||
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Description
shoutout to my ex situationship thanks for the song inspo lmao
ANYWAYS HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII this was SUCH a fun song to make!!!!!!!!! Aku sent me a super fun and catchy demo of what would eventually become the verse back at the beginning of 2024 and some. not so fun events. with somebody irl. happened to transpire right around the same time. and i was like "can i speedrun the rest of this song i can feel everything in my bones" and he was like "sure idgaf" LMAO so anyways that took over a year and this is the longest i've gone without uploading a song since high school SORRYYYY orz It was suuuuuuuch a cathartic song to create and really helped alleviate some of the mental tension of an extremely stressful scenario, plus i got to make it about toxic yuri so like everybody wins. I'm soooo proud of my lyricism and sound design here, I've never attempted anything dubstep related before and I feel like for a first attempt this came out really cool. BIG SHOUTOUT TO CIRCUS AND DASU FOR HELPING ME OUT WITH THE SOUND DESIGN!!!!!! the song wouldn't be NEARLY as 2016 coded without them LMAOOOOOOOOOOO ALSO CAN I JUST SAY SUZIE BLEW ME AWAY WITH THE VIDEO?????????????????????? she was busting her ASS to get this out in time for Vocagathering and it came out so fucking stellar, all of the hand drawn animation, glitchy effects, graphic design, everything is so fucking good and I could not have asked for a better video suzie if ur reading this ILY lastly, this song truly goes out to all of the people who have suffered at the hands of situationships from hell, as someone who was struggling with my mental health big time while going through everything, that shit is so fucking brutal, and just know that IT GENUINELY DOES GET BETTER AND THEY DO NOT DESERVE YOU mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmWAH (ps. first song release after starting estrogen i feel so womana ijbol) |
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Lyrics[]
Oh I think I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
Or so I think I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
I’m addicted, I’m addicted to the friction of an artificial love
Two steps forward, three steps back
And I knew right from the jump I’d get too attached
But I fell hard, who can blame me for that?
When I knew right from the jump it was a perfect match
Thought I learned my lesson, started playing by the book (playing by the book)
All that self improvement out the window with one look (window with one-)
Look me in the eye, hold me close just for tonight
Watching hours passing by, and I wanna last till the morning light
So do you think I’m just desperate when I’m down on my luck?
Or do you know that I’m obsessed with how it feels when we f-
Oh I think I’m addicted, I’m addicted to love
I’m out of sync, self inflicted, but it fits like a glove
Oh-oh I think I’m addicted, I just can’t get enough
I’m on the brink, it's so predicted but it feels so off the cuff
And I know that it's a waste of time
But I can’t survive without the high
So-oh I think I’m addicted to the way that we touch
I’m like a lovesick junkie begging you for one more little puff
You got me messed up, stressed, depressed
Rotting in my bed, overthinking every single word you said
Cause I’m too invested, I feel possessed
Am I crazy for wanting us to be mutually obsessed?
Look me in the eye, say you need me to survive
Anything to make you mine, even if it's only one more night
So do you think life is hell and I’m your one stroke of luck?
Or do you know that I can tell that you don’t really give a f-
Oh I think, I’m addicted, I’m addicted to love
I wanna scream, so conflicted, but you’re making me blush
Oh-oh I think, I’m addicted, the adrenaline rush
I know you’re lying to my face but I won’t ever call your bluff
And I know that it's a waste of time
But I can’t survive without the high
So-oh I think I’m addicted to the concept of us
But with the way you look at him, I know I’ll never be enough
I’m so hung up, I’ve had enough, I wanna quit this
I’m so fed up with lust and love, don’t know the difference
Am I a whore if I adore this cheap ambivalence?
I know that it’s out of my control (out of my control)
All I want is to feel beautiful
Oh I think I’m addicted, I’m addicted to love
I’m out of sync, self inflicted, but it fits like a glove
Oh-oh I think I’m addicted, I just can’t get enough
I’m on the brink, it's so predicted but it feels so off the the cuff
And I know that it's a waste of time
But I can’t survive without the high
So-oh I think I’m addicted to the way that we touched
I’m like a lovesick junkie begging you for one more final puff
Oh I think I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
Or so I think I’m addicted (I’m addicted)
I’m addicted, I’m an idiot for thinking I was worthy of your love