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| Song title | |||
| "a false reality." | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| March 16, 2020 | |||
| Singer | |||
| GUMI | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
TONE (music, lyrics, illustration)
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| Views | |||
| 3,400+ | |||
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Description
Composer's first song. |
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Lyrics
laying on my bed, the anxious feeling gets to me
what if I just eventually did these awful things?
my mind keeps telling me that it won't ever matter,
I feel stuck in false reality
The stress is put upon me
"what do they think about me, what would they say?"
all their laughter just makes it worse,
the thoughts that distress me
I really just can't take it anymore
I wish I could just end it right now
but I can't help but thinking about
of how much I would hurt people I love
so I desperately try to get used to how my life has changed
I'm laughing because I'm happy, isn't that right?
the tears run down my face, as it slowly forms a smile
thinking of how much I don't feel like myself right now
the feeling of the scissors almost touching my chest
am I hallucinating right now?
I can't even tell if I'm real or not
the cycles been going on for so long,
that I've forgetten who I was
I really just can't take it anymore
I wish I could just end it right now
but I can't help but thinking about
of how much I would hurt people I love
so I desperately try to get used to how my life has changed
I'm laughing because I'm happy, isn't that right?
the tears run down my face, as it slowly forms a smile
thinking of how much I don't feel like myself right now
the feeling of the scissors almost touching my chest