退廃的な愛によって狂うまで (Taihaiteki na Ai ni Yotte Kuruu Made)

Song title
"退廃的な愛によって狂うまで" Romaji: Taihaiteki na Ai ni Yotte Kuruu Made English: Until this Decadent Love Drives us both Mad
Original Upload Date
December 27, 2024
Singer
Kasane Teto (UTAU and Synthesizer V)
Producer(s)
Tokino Amane (music, lyrics)
Views
150+ (NN), 2,500+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description "This is a game of make-believe."

Lyrics

Singer	Kasane Teto (UTAU)	Kasane Teto (Synthesizer V)	All

Japanese	Romaji	English
始まりの日いつも繰り返した日	hajimari no hi itsumo kurikaeshita hi	The day it began was a day that always repeated
ありふれた世界だった	arifureta sekai datta	A world so hung up on routine
気づかずこの日から間違いなく	kizukazu kono hi kaara machigai naku	Without realizing it, there's no doubt that from this day on
ゆっくりと沈んでいた	yukkuri to shizunde ita	we slowly began to sink.
運命だった日いつもと違った日に	unmei datta hi itsumo chigatta hi ni	A day that was meant to be, a day unlike any other
見慣れた場所を歩くと	minareta basho o aruku to	I was walking through places I'd been before, when suddenly-
鏡合わせ?双子?間違えるほど	kagami awase? futago? machigaeru hodo	My mirror image? Twins? We were so much alike
自分とよく似ていた	jibun to yoku nite ita	that I couldn't even determine where "you" stopped and "I" began.
(いつもと違った日に	(itsumo to chigatta hi ni	(On a different day
彷徨う	samayou	wandering around
光？	hikari?	I saw a light?
よく似ていた)	yoku nite ita)	...looked so much alike)
守るために	mamoru tame ni	To protect you
抱きしめて	dakishimete	I hold you in my arms
抱きしめられて	dakishimerarete	I'm held in your arms
見つめ	mitseme	Gazing into your eyes,
傷に触れて	kizu ni furete	I caressed your wounds
融けるくらいの熱で	tokeru kurai no netsu de	with such a blistering heat we melted together
必然に	hitsuzen ni	It was unavoidable
侵してく	okashiteku	Taking me over,
堕ちる	ochiru	sinking into you.
歪む純粋始まる春夜	igamu junsui hajimaru shun'ya	Our pure hearts defiled, this spring night begins
擦り減らした目と目合わせ	tsuriherashita me to me awase	Gaze meeting with eyes worn thin
偽りのママゴト演じる	itsuwari no mamagoto enjiru	Acting out an insincere affair
壊れそうなあなたのこと救えるのなら	kowaresou na anata no koto sugueru no nara	If I could save you, who is so close to breaking
微かに震えた	kasuka ni furueta	You faintly shivered
震える	furueru	I'm shivering
腕掴んで	ude tsukande	Grabbing your arm
掴まれ	tsukamare	Being grabbed
合わせられない唇が触れて	awaserarenai kuchibiru ga furete	Lips that could never mix well are pressed together
絶望から目を逸らし	zetsubou kara me o sorashi	Averting our eyes from the verge of despair,
刹那的な快楽に溺れ刺す	setsunateki na kairaku ni oboresasu	Wanton pleasure sinks us, piercing through our fragile union
溺れてる	oboreteru	...drowing in you.
微笑む夢所詮繰り返す夢	hohoemu yume shosen kurikaesu	A smile on my lips, nothing more than a recurring dream,
偽物の愛だった	nisemono no ai datta	For our love was but a sham, one realizes upon waking.
気づかれない様に笑っていよう	kizukarenai you ni waratte iyou	Offer deceptive smiles, so as not to draw any eyes
本物に捧げてよう	honmono ni sasagete you	While saving ourselves for a love that is real
(笑顔繰り返す夢	(egao kurikaesu yume	(Repeating this dream with a smile,
知らない	shiranai	I don't know why
何か 何故か	nanika nazeka	but, for some reason,
冷たい)	tsumetai)	It's cold...)
見えてしまったんだよ	miete shimatta nda yo	It's clear to me now,
止まらぬ涙	tomaranu namida	these ceaseless tears,
僕を捨てると	boku o suteru yo	Whenever I think
思うと	omou to	of you abandoning me.
零れた雫に映りこむ同じ顔	koboreta shizuku ni utsurikomu onaji kao	Teardrops on the mirror, reflected in them the same face
気づいた虚栄始まる夏宵	kizuita kyoei hajimaru natsu yoi	Vanity in full swing, the summer night begins
付けてあげるお揃いの傷	tsukete ageru osoroi no kizu	I shall adorn you with matching scars
愛しのあなた演じる	hashi no anata enjiru	For I play the part of your true love, my dear
見てくれない貴方のこと壊せるのなら	mite kurenai anata no koto kowaseru no nara	If I had the power to destroy you, who won't even look at me
開口一言拒絶され	kaikou ichikoto kyozetsusare	The first thing out of your mouth, a single word of rejection,
「信じれない」瞳孔が開く	"shinjirenai" doukou ga hiraku	"I can't believe it," pupils widened with disbelief.
絶望から逸らせずに	zetsubou kara sorasezu ni	Unable to avert my eyes from the verge of despair,
暗い世界に、眼は赤に染む	kurai sekai ni, ne wa aka ni somu	they burn red in the pitch-black world.
救うために	suguu tame ni	To save you
抱きしめて	dakishimete	I hold you in my arms
抱きしめられて	dakishimerarete	I'm held in your arms
見つめ	mitsume	Gazing into your eyes,
傷を触れて	kizu o furete	I caressed your wounds
融けるくらいの熱で	tokeru kurai no netsu de	with such a blistering heat we melted together
必然に	hitsuzen ni	It was unavoidable
侵してく	okashiteku	Taking me over,
堕ちる	ochiru	sinking into you.
歪んだ甘美秋真昼で	yuganda kanbi aki mahiru de	The defiled sweetness of an autumn day revealed
心のどこかでは気づいてた	kokoro no dokoka de wa kizuite ta	That I had always known somewhere deep within
この傷は貴方の所為	kono kizu wa anata no sei	that this wound was your doing
だけどももう戻れない	dakedomo mou modorenai	But there's no way to go back now.
永久に熱い冬曙	towa ni atsui fuyu akebono	An eternal, scorching winter's dawn,
涙の味の唇が触れて	namida no aji mo kuchibiru ga furete	Tasting tears as your lips brush against mine
絶望の共依存	zetsubou no kyouizon	Entangling in co-dependent despair
退廃的な愛によって狂うまで	taihaiteki na ai ni yotte kuruu made	until this decadent love drives us both mad.

English translation by Keiko.fujo.shi

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