篝火 (Kagaribi)/Titana

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Song title
"篝火" Romaji: Kagaribi English: Bonfire
Original Upload Date
November 5, 2018
Singer
IA
Producer(s)
titana (music, lyrics) Tsuchiya Saki (illustration)
Views
94,000+ (NN), 160,000+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description “Just leave me alone.”

Alternate Version

inabakumori Remix

Upload date: July 2, 2021

Featuring: Kaai Yuki

Producer(s): inabakumori (remix)
Haruse retsu (album cover)

YT

Lyrics

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The following translation was made by Tackmyn Y., and may only be used in accordance with the restrictions stated on his blog.

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Japanese	Romaji	English
鼓動音ドクドク	kodou oto doku doku	I heard my pulsation, thump-thump.
耳から離れなくて	mimi kara hanare nakute	It was stuck in my head,
泣き喚いた	naki wameita	So I cried out,
もう喉カラカラ	mou nodo karakara	And now I’m parched.

同情だか哀だかわかんねぇ	doujou da ka ai da ka wakannee	I can’t tell if it’s sympathy or pity.
クソみてぇな言葉がたまんねぇ	kuso mitee na kotoba ga tamannee	Those sh-tty words are too much for me.
情けねぇ姿は見せらんねee	nasake nee sugata wa miserannē	I can’t show you how miserable I am.
「底で這いつくばって死ね」	soko de haitsukubatte shine	“Grovel at the bottom and die.”

バイバイ	baibai	Bye-bye.
死体橙目を逸らして	shitai daidaime o sorashite	The corpse’s orange. I avert my gaze.
いないないばぁ空回った	inai nai baa karamawatta	Peek-a-boo. I spun my wheels.
虚像屈折反射光線	kyozou kussetsu hansha kousen	False image, refraction, reflection, beams of light.
もう右も左もわからないや	mou migi mo hidari mo wakaranaiya	I don’t even know which end is up anymore.
未来嘘(ライ) 嘘(ライ) 目を塞いで	mirai rai rai me o fusaide	Future, lies, lies. I covered my eyes.
慈愛藍哀孤を描いた	jiai ai ai ko o egaita	Benevolence, indigo, sorrow. I drew loneliness.
流された島は空疎世界だった	nagasareta shima wa kuuso sekai datta	The island I was exiled to was an empty world.
最終列車手を繋いで	saishuu ressha te o tsunaide	On the last train, we held hands
肩を寄せた夜夢のようでした	kata o yoseta yoru yume no you deshita	And leaned on each other. That night was like a dream.

染、敵、泣		Dyed, enemy, cry
追、色、夏		Pursue, color, summer
空、擊、羅		Skies, shot, captive
藍、茜、独		Indigo, vermillion, alone

消極性絶体絶命	shoukyokusei zettaizetsumei	Passivity. Desperate situation.
既視既視感ギシギシアンしみじみだ	ki shi ki shikan gishigishi an shimijimi da	Déjà, déjà vu. The bed squeaks, and you moan. It hits home to me.
拳銃構えた少女は言いました	kenjuukamaeta shoujo wa iimashita	Holding a gun at the ready, the girl said,
「まだそんなとこで法螺吹いてんの？」	mada sonna toko de hora fuitenno?	“Are you still blowing your horn again in a place like that?”
あれっぽいなそれっぽいな	areppoi na soreppoi na	That’s like that. You know, that stuff-esque.
間違い探しはお好きですか？	machigai sagashi wa o suki desu ka?	Do you like spot-the-difference game?
くだらねぇなつまんねぇな	kudaranee na tsumannee na	How worthless. How boring.
群れを成す善意の解体ショー	mure o nasu zeni no kaitai shoo	A dismantling show of a crowd of good intentions.

バイバイ	baibai	Bye-bye.
期待大体裏切って	kitai daitai uragitte	I fall short of most expectations.
終い曖昧誤魔化した	shumai aimai gomakashita	The end, I was intentionally vague about it.
視線交錯怠惰曇天	shisen kousaku taida donten	Gaze, intersection, laziness, cloudy weather.
もう痛みも何も感じないや	mou itami mo nani mo kanjinai ya	I don’t feel pain or anything anymore!
依然善禅耐え忍んで	izen zen zen taeshinonde	Still, virtue, zen, I endured it.
嫌い倍々押し殺した	kirai baibai oshi koroshita	My hatred multiplied, and I suppressed it.
叫び声すらも消えてなくなった	sakebigoe sura mo kiete naku natta	Even my screams disappeared without a trace.

微かな灯に縋ることくらいしか私には許されなかった	kasuka na akari ni sugaru koto kurai shika watashi ni wa yurusarenakatta	Clinging to the faint light was the only thing I was allowed to do.

すれ違った数は数えきれないほど	surechigatta kazu wa kazoe kirenai hodo	I’ve grown apart from countless people.
いつか大人になれるのかな	itsuka otona ni nareru no kana	I wonder if I can be a grown-up someday.
ねぇ　聞いてよ	nee kiite yo	Hey, listen to me.
「早く目を覚まして」	hayaku me o samashite	“It’s time to wake up!”

あの日、あの時、道を間違えなかったら	ano hi, ano toki, michi o machigaenakattara	That day, that time, if I hadn’t mistaken the road,
違う未来があったのかな	chigau mirai ga atta no kana	Would there be a different future, I wonder?

バイバイ	baibai	Bye-bye.
被害妄想膨らんで	higai mousou fukurande	My paranoia got swollen.
自分勝手に孤を選んだ	jibungatte ni ko o eranda	Selfishly, I chose to be alone.
故障寸前羅針盤は	koshou sunzen rashinban wa	The compass isn’t really working,
もう西も東もわからないや	mou nishi mo higashi mo wakaranai ya	I can’t even tell which way is west or east!
自傷感傷生きたくて	jishou kanshou ikitakute	Self-harm, sentiment. I want to live.
希望乱暴死にたくて	kibou ranbou shinitakute	Hope, violence. I want to die.
死にたい生きたい死にたい生きたい	shinitai ikitai shinitai ikitai	I want to die. I want to live. I want to die. I want to live.
それでも死ぬのは怖いんだ	soredemo shinu no wa kowain da	And yet, I’m too afraid to die.

芝居散々演じました	shibai sanzan enjimashita	I performed an awful lot of performances.
希望散々叶えました	kibou sanzan kanaemashita	I made an awful lot of wishes come true.
期待散々応えました	kitai sanzan kotaemashita	I lived up to an awful lot of expectations.
ねぇこれでもまだまだ足りないの？	nee kore demo madamada tarinai no?	Hey, is it still not enough?
未来照明儚くて	mirai shoumei hakanakute	Future, lighting. It was so vain.
時代混沌蹴っ飛ばした	jidai konton kettobashita	Era, chaos. I kicked it away.
情けなんかいらねぇよほっといてくれ	nasake nanka iranee yo hottoite kure	I don’t need your sympathy. Just leave me alone.
最終列車星降る夜	saishuu ressha hoshi furu yoru	The last train, a starry night.
覚めることはない夢のようでした	sameru koto wa nai yume no you deshita	It was like a dream I’ll never get out of.

English translation by Tackmyn Y.

Discography

This song was featured on the following album:

アリアノート (Aria Note) (album)
二面性 / 濁 (album)

External Links

piapro - Lyrics
Nicommons - Off Vocal (with mastering)
Nicommons - Off Vocal (without mastering)