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| "神様じゃなくてごめんね" Romaji: Kamisama ja Nakute Gomen ne Official English: Sorry I'm not your God | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| January 21, 2024 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Hatsune Miku | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
Aliey:S (music, illustration, PV)
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| Views | |||
| 220,000+ (YT), 1,500+ (NN) | |||
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| YouTube Broadcast / Niconico Broadcast | |||
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Lyrics[]
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| ねえ、 | nee, | Hey, |
| 君から見て僕の顔は | kimi kara mite boku no kao wa | I wonder what colour my face |
| 何色に見えてるのかな | naniiro ni mieteru no ka na | Looks like from your point of view |
| 本当は君が描くような | hontou wa kimi ga egaku you na | In truth, it's not the same as |
| 澄んだ色なんかじゃないんだ | sunda iro nanka ja nainda | The colour you drew me in |
| 物語の主人公みたいな | monogatari no shujinkou mitai na | Like I was the protagonist of a story |
| 正義のヒーローのような | seigi no hiiroo no you na | Or a hero of justice |
| 行動と言葉をなぞった | koudou to kotoba o nazotta | You outlined my words and actions just so |
| その結果が今の僕だっただけなんだ | sono kekka ga ima no bokudatta dake nanda | And the result of that was this - me, as I am now |
| 心臓に点滴を刺すような歌で | shinzou ni tenteki o sasu youna uta de | With a song that pierces into my heart like an IV |
| 朝を生き延びては | asa o ikinobite wa | I pull through till morning |
| 夜の重さに首を絞められながら | yoru no omosa ni kubi o shimerare nagara | Having being choked by the weight of the night |
| 息を止められやしない | iki o tomerareyashinai | That's never quite heavy enough to stop my breath |
| 握り続けていた心臓も | nigiritsuzukete ita shinzou mo | I eventually realised that the heart I'd continued to cling on |
| 誰かの分だと知ってしまった | dareka no bunda to shitte shimatta | Was a part of someone else |
| その癖誰かを救いたかった | sono kuse dareka o sukuitakatta | But even so, I wanted the power to save somebody |
| それが本当の僕なんだ | sore ga hontou no boku nanda | That was the real me |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| 衝動的な愛で救われたくないよ | shoudouteki na ai de sukuwaretakunai yo | I don't want it to be an impulsive love that saves me |
| なんて見栄を張って言ってしまった | nante mie o hatte itteshimatta | That's what I'd said, since I just wanted to look good |
| かっこよくなくてごめんね | kakkoyoku nakute gomen ne | Sorry it wasn't all that impressive |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| 世界より君を選ぶって | sekai yori kimi o erabutte | I'd choose you over the world |
| みんなに言っちゃった | minna ni icchatta | That's what I told everyone |
| この腕は二本しかないのにさ | kono ude wa nihon shika nai no ni sa | Despite the fact I only have two arms |
| 神様じゃなくてごめんね | kamisama ja nakute gomen ne | Sorry I'm not your God |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| 振り撒いた情けが | furimaita nasake ga | The compassion I dished out |
| 牙になって襲ってきちゃった | kiba ni natte osottekichatta | Turned into fangs that tore into you |
| きっと全て許せると思った | kitto subete yuruseru to omotta | I thought you'd forgive me for it all |
| 強くなくってごめんね | tsuyoku nakutte gomen ne | Sorry that I couldn't be strong |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| 繋いでた手を離して | tsunaideta te o hanashite | I let go of the hands we'd interlinked |
| 君を置いて行っちゃった | kimi o oite icchatta | And left you behind |
| 君を守るためのはずだったんだ | kimi o mamoru tame no hazu dattanda | I believed it was in order to protect you, but still |
| 神様じゃなくてごめんね | kamisama ja nakute gomen ne | Sorry I'm not your God |
| きっと僕は優しい人 | kitto boku wa yasashii hito | I know I'm a kind person |
| でも君は僕より優しい人 | demo kimi wa boku yori yasashii hito | But you're a kinder person than I am |
| 優しい人ばかり傷ついてく | yasashii hito bakari kizutsuiteku | It seems only kind people get hurt |
| このどうしようもない世界でさ | kono doushiyou mo nai sekai de sa | In this unsalvageable world |
| きっと僕は愚かな人 | kitto boku wa oroka na hito | I know I'm a fool |
| でも君もおんなじ愚かな人 | demo kimi mo onnaji oroka na hito | But you're a fool too |
| だからわかってくれると思った | dakara wakatte kureru to omotta | That's why I thought you'd understand me |
| それを願ってしまったんだ | sore o negatte shimattanda | I'd hoped you'd understand |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| きっと僕は優しい人 | kitto boku wa yasashii hito | I know I'm a kind person |
| でも君は僕より優しい人 | demo kimi wa boku yori yasashii hito | But you're a kinder person than I am |
| どうか君だけは僕みたいにさ | douka kimi dake wa boku mitai ni sa | I just hope that you won't |
| 光を見失ってしまわないで | hikari o miushinatteshimawanaide | Lose sight of the light like I did |
| きっと僕は愚かな人 | kitto boku wa oroka na hito | I know I'm a fool |
| でも君もおんなじ愚かな人 | demo kimi mo onnaji oroka na hito | But you're a fool too |
| だから君が何を思うかわかるよ | dakara kimi ga nani o omou ka wakaru yo | So I know what you're thinking - |
| こんな結末じゃ嫌だよね | konna ketsumatsu ja iya da yo ne | This is an awful way for things to end, isn't it? |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| 貫いた思想が | tsuranuita shisou ga | Persistent thoughts that like |
| 誰かの心を殺しちゃった | dareka no kokoro o koroshichatta | Have killed off some people's hearts before |
| それだけが正しいと思ってた | sore dake ga tadashii to omotteta | But I had thought that it was right to think like that, if nothing else |
| 嫌いになれなくてごめんね | kirai ni nare nakute gomen ne | Sorry I can't come to hate it |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| いつの日か投げた言葉が | itsu no hi ka nageta kotoba ga | The words I slung that day |
| 全部返ってきちゃった | zenbu kaettekichatta | Have all been thrown right back at me |
| この温度は確かにあるのにさ | kono ondo wa tashika ni aru no ni sa | Despite the fact I know you understood what I really meant by them |
| 神様じゃなくてごめんね | kamisama ja nakute gomen ne | Sorry I'm not your God |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| さよならをしないために | sayonara o shinai tame ni | It's so we won't have to say goodbye |
| こうするしかなかったんだ | kou suru shika nakattanda | There was nothing I could do besides this |
| 君の目に頼りたくなってしまった | kimi no me ni tayoritaku natte shimatta | I didn't want to end up relying on that look in your eyes |
| 理想になれなくてごめんね | risou ni narenakute gomen ne | Sorry, I know it's not ideal |
| ああ | aa | Ah |
| 全人類を愛するなんてことは | zenjinrui o aisuru nante koto wa | Something like loving all of humanity |
| できなかったよ | dekinakatta yo | Was something I just couldn't do |
| だからどうか僕を恨んでくれ | dakara douka boku o urande kure | So please, find a way to resent me for it |
| 神様じゃなくてごめんね | kamisama ja nakute gomen ne | I'm sorry I'm not your God. |
English translation by JaysAndRavens47