爱·糜烂 (Ài Mílàn)


Song title
"爱·糜烂" Traditional Chinese: 愛·糜爛 Pinyin: Ài Mílàn English: Love: Rotted to the Core
Original Upload Date
August 16, 2016
Singer
Xin Hua
Producer(s)
Demon (music, lyrics) 2lh (video, illustration)
Views
36,000+
Links
bilibili Broadcast / Netease Broadcast
Description

Lyrics

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The following translation was made by CoolMikeHatsune22, and may only be used in accordance with the restrictions stated on their website.

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Chinese	Pinyin	English
心被塞進污垢	Xīn bèi sāijìn wūgòu	Feelings clogged up with dirt^[1]
被封鎖住出口	bèi fēngsuǒ zhù chūkǒu	Locked out of all exits
一直受挫不斷循環	yīzhí shòucuò bùduàn xúnhuán	Setback one after another, the cycle is endless
最後大概或被腐朽	zuìhòu dàgài huò bèi fǔxiǔ	In the end might I already have been rotted
曖昧哪是借口	àimèi nǎ shì jièkǒu	Being vague, but is that just an excuse
臣服是有理由	chénfú shì yǒu lǐyóu	Finding reason in subservience
我的眼裡不是只能	wǒ de yǎn lǐ bùshì zhǐ néng	The look in my eyes isn’t
只有你一人可擁有	zhǐyǒu nǐ yīrén kě yǒngyǒu	Only for you to have^[2]

不斷循環不休	bùduàn xúnhuán bùxiū	Running in an endless, restless cycle
卻因你要依舊	què yīn nǐ yào yījiù	But because of you, still I held on
慢慢沒了思考	mànman méi le sīkǎo	While slowly losing away all thought,
沒了意識	méi le yìshí	Awareness,
沒了所有借口	méi le suǒyǒu jièkǒu	And excuses
不管什麼傷口	bùguǎn shénme shāngkǒu	Regardless of the wounds
不管狼狽傷透	bùguǎn lángbèi shāngtòu	Regardless of how sorry we become, of the pain caused
是否為了達成願望	shìfǒu wèile dáchéng yuànwàng	I wonder, if it’s for the sake of realizing a wish
什麼都可以變腐朽	shénme dōu kěyǐ biàn fǔxiǔ	Then is it alright, if everything were to become rotted?

條條和框框框框和條條	tiáotiáo hé kuāngkuāng kuāngkuāng hé tiáotiáo	Rules and regulations, regulations and rules
無處不在慢慢封鎖出口	wúchù bùzài mànman fēngsuǒ chūkǒu	All around everywhere, slowly sealing up all the exits
而你的存在成為我依賴	ér nǐ de cúnzài chéngwéi wǒ yīlài	Even so your existence has become something I depend on
慢慢侵蝕著腐爛我的愛	mànman qīnshízhe fǔlàn wǒ de ài	Slowly eroding a love, into this me who’s rotted
握住你的手卻還不足夠	wò zhù nǐ de shǒu què hái bù zúgòu	Holding your hand tight, but still wanting more
想要你的眼眸你的溫柔	xiǎng yào nǐ de yǎnmóu nǐ de wēnróu	I want your eyes, I want your gentleness
框框和條條條條和框框	kuāngkuāng hé tiáotiáo tiáotiáo hé kuāngkuāng	Regulations and rules, rules and regulations
慢慢封鎖觸碰你的理由	mànman fēngsuǒ chùpèng nǐ de lǐyóu	Slowly locking in the reason why I want to touch you

心被塞進污垢	xīn bèi sāijìn wūgòu	Feelings clogged up with dirt^[1]
被封鎖住出口	bèi fēngsuǒ zhù chūkǒu	Locked out of all exits
一直受挫不斷循環	yīzhí shòucuò bùduàn xúnhuán	Setback one after another, the cycle is endless
最後大概或被腐朽	zuìhòu dàgài huò bèi fǔxiǔ	In the end might I already have been rotted
曖昧哪是借口	àimèi nǎ shì jièkǒu	Being vague, but is that just an excuse
臣服是有理由	chénfú shì yǒu lǐyóu	Finding reason in subservience
我的眼裡不是只能	wǒ de yǎn lǐ bùshì zhǐ néng	The look in my eyes isn’t
只有你一人可擁有	zhǐyǒu nǐ yīrén kě yǒngyǒu	Only for you to have^[2]

不斷循環不休	bùduàn xúnhuán bùxiū	Running in an endless, restless cycle
卻因你要依舊	què yīn nǐ yào yījiù	But because of you, still I held on
慢慢沒了思考	mànman méi le sīkǎo	While slowly losing away all thought,
沒了意識	méi le yìshí	Awareness,
沒了所有借口	méi le suǒyǒu jièkǒu	And excuses
不管什麼傷口	bùguǎn shénme shāngkǒu	Regardless of the wounds
不管狼狽傷透	bùguǎn lángbèi shāngtòu	Regardless of how sorry we become, of the pain caused
是否為了達成願望	shìfǒu wèile dáchéng yuànwàng	I wonder, if it’s for the sake of realizing a wish
什麼都可以變腐朽	shénme dōu kěyǐ biàn fǔxiǔ	Then is it alright, if everything were to become rotted?

無助的時候牽著你的手	wúzhù de shíhòu qiān zhe nǐ de shǒu	In moments of helplessness, holding onto your hand
感受到了你的溫柔守候	gǎnshòu dào le nǐ de wēnróu shǒuhòu	I felt your gentleness keeping watch over me
孤寂的時候倚在你胸口	gūjì de shíhòu yǐ zài nǐ xiōngkǒu	In moments of loneliness, leaning into your embrace
就能鼓起勇氣站起戰鬥	jiù néng gǔ qǐ yǒngqì zhàn qǐ zhàndòu	I could then drum up the courage to stand in the field of battle
期待著以後一直不放手	qídài zhe yǐhòu yīzhí bù fàngshǒu	Lying in anticipation of the next moments, unable to let go
牽著走向我的世界的盡頭	qiān zhe zǒu xiàng wǒ de shìjiè de jìntóu	Holding hands, as we walk towards the end of my world
成為我的你成為你的我	chéngwéi wǒ de nǐ chéngwéi nǐ de wǒ	The you who’s become me, the me who’s become you
然後你說現實什麼的	ránhòu nǐ shuō xiànshí shénme de	It was then when you said something about being realistic

條條和框框框框和條條	tiáotiáo hé kuāngkuāng kuāngkuāng hé tiáotiáo	Rules and regulations, regulations and rules
無處不在慢慢封鎖出口	wúchù bùzài mànman fēngsuǒ chūkǒu	All around everywhere, slowly sealing up all the exits
而你的存在成為我依賴	ér nǐ de cúnzài chéngwéi wǒ yīlài	Even so your existence has become something I depend on
慢慢侵蝕著腐爛我的愛	mànman qīnshí zhe fǔlàn wǒ de ài	Slowly eroding a love, into this me who’s rotted
握住你的手卻還不足夠	wò zhù nǐ de shǒu què hái bù zúgòu	Holding your hand tight, but still wanting more
想要你的眼眸你的溫柔	xiǎng yào nǐ de yǎnmóu nǐ de wēnróu	I want your eyes, I want your gentleness
框框和條條條條和框框	kuāngkuāng hé tiáotiáo tiáotiáo hé kuāngkuāng	Regulations and rules, rules and regulations
慢慢封鎖觸碰你的理由	mànman fēngsuǒ chùpèng nǐ de lǐyóu	Slowly locking in the reason why I want to touch you

把心塞進污垢	bǎ xīn sāijìn wūgòu	Blocking up my feelings with dirt
封鎖所有出口	fēngsuǒ suǒyǒu chūkǒu	Sealing up all exits
一直攻擊不斷循環	yīzhí gōngjí bùduàn xúnhuán	Always on the offense, the cycle is endless
最後大概或有成就	zuìhòu dàgài huò yǒu chéngjiù	In the end might I achieve something
曖昧都是借口	àimèi dōu shì jièkǒu	Being vague is just an excuse
臣服沒有理由	chénfú méiyǒu lǐyóu	Unable to find reason in subservience
只要你的眼裡只剩	zhǐyào nǐ de yǎn lǐ zhǐ shèng	Just as long as your eyes are only
我一個人值得擁有	wǒ yīgèrén zhídé yǒngyǒu	Fixed upon me, then all this is worth it^[3]

不斷循環不休	bùduàn xúnhuán bùxiū	Running in an endless, restless cycle
只想要你依舊	zhǐ xiǎng yào nǐ yījiù	But I only want you to still
即使只剩軀殼你也	jíshǐ zhǐ shèng qūké nǐ yě	Even if only the shell is left, I only want
只渴望我一人擁有	zhǐ kěwàng wǒ yīrén yǒng yǒu	You to desire only me
不管什麼傷口	bùguǎn shénme shāngkǒu	Regardless of the wounds
不管狼狽傷透	bùguǎn lángbèi shāngtòu	Regardless of how sorry we become, of the pain caused
你的眼裡也只能	nǐ de yǎn lǐ yě zhǐ néng	If the look in your eyes is only
只剩下我一個人就夠	zhǐ shèng xià wǒ yīgèrén jiù gòu	Left with me alone, then that’s enough

English translation by CoolMikeHatsune22

Translation Notes

↑ ^1.0 ^1.1 心被塞进污垢, lit. ‘[my] heart [has been] stuffed in by dirt’, is metaphorical for ‘being unable to express one’s own feelings’. Translated as ‘feelings clogged up by dirt’
↑ ^2.0 ^2.1 我的眼里不是只能只有你一人可拥有 lit. ‘[the look] in my eyes cannot be possessed by only you alone’, translated as ‘the look in my eyes aren’t only for you to have’.
↑ 只要你的眼里只剩我一个人值得拥有 lit. ‘as long as [the look] in your eyes are only left with me alone, then it is worth it to have/possess’, translated as ‘Just as long as your eyes are only fixed upon me, then all this is worth it’

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[:0-1] 1.0 ^1.1 心被塞进污垢, lit. ‘[my] heart [has been] stuffed in by dirt’, is metaphorical for ‘being unable to express one’s own feelings’. Translated as ‘feelings clogged up by dirt’

[:1-2] 2.0 ^2.1 我的眼里不是只能只有你一人可拥有 lit. ‘[the look] in my eyes cannot be possessed by only you alone’, translated as ‘the look in my eyes aren’t only for you to have’.

[3] 只要你的眼里只剩我一个人值得拥有 lit. ‘as long as [the look] in your eyes are only left with me alone, then it is worth it to have/possess’, translated as ‘Just as long as your eyes are only fixed upon me, then all this is worth it’

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