普通に歳をとるコトすら (Futsuu ni Toshi o Toru Koto Sura)

Song title
"普通に歳をとるコトすら" Romaji: Futsuu ni Toshi o Toru Koto Sura Official English: Can't Even Age Normally Official English: Not Even Allowed To Get Old
Original Upload Date
November 10, 2013
Singer
Hatsune Miku
Producer(s)
Powapowa-P (music, lyrics, illustration) 千澄 (piano)
Views
200,000+
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (reprint) YouTube Broadcast (reprint, subbed)
Description "Hello, it's PowaPowa. I'm sitting here at a loss for words. I forgot to add the GINGA logo to this one"

Lyrics

• Lyrics
• Alternate translation

Japanese	Romaji	English
傷ついた華胥の夢	kizutsuita kasho no yume	Scarred afternoon dreams of Arcadia
言の葉は地に落ちて	kotonoha wa chi ni ochite	My words scattered like leaves
陽を焚いたような暮れ	hi o taita you na kure	The sun melted past the horizon,
汚れたボクを差した	yogoreta boku o sashita	Casting its light on my tainted self
意味の無い歩みに見えて	imi no nai ayumi ni miete	Appearing to wander about aimlessly,
とても不安だ　どうしようか	totemo fuanda dou shiyou ka	I'm so anxious- what should I do?
普通に歳をとるコトすら	futsuu ni toshi o toru koto sura	My way of living leaves me
許されないボクの生き様は	yurusarenai boku no iki sama wa	Unable to even age normally
ただ醜くて　ただ醜くて	tada minikukute tada minikukute	It's so hideous, it's so hideous,
有りもしない心を紡ぐんだ	ari mo shinai kokoro o tsumugu n da	I'm simply spinning a non-existent heart
ただ普通に歩けないボクは	tada futsuu ni arukenai boku wa	Unable to even walk normally,
君に肩を借りようとしたんだ	kimi ni kata o kariyou to shita n da	I tried to rest on your shoulder
ただ痛んで　ただ痛んで	tada itande tada itande	It simply ached, it simply ached,
答えのない正解こじらせた　それだけ	kotae no nai seikai kojiraseta soredake	As I wrapped an answerless solution- that's all
昨日も歩いたこの夢	kinou mo aruita kono yume	This dream I walked through yesterday as well
小さく罵声を吐いた	chiisaku basei o haita	Quietly let out its jeers
疑問繋げたような夢	gimon tsunageta you na yume	This dream, stitched together from my doubts
汚れたボクを差した	yogoreta boku o sashita	Cast its light on my tainted self
燦然と溢れだす星に	sanzen to afure dasu hoshi ni	I gaze skyward at the stars overflowing with resplendent beauty
願い事を　腑抜けた顔で	negaigoto o funuketa kao de	And send a wish with a lifeless expression
今歩き出した昨日が	ima aruki dashita kinou ga	Yesterday, that has now just begun walking,
今日のボクを震わせて鳴くんだ	kyou no boku o furuwasete naku n da	Shakes the me within today and cries out
この慢心を　この慢心を	kono manshin o kono manshin o	This worthless pride, this worthless pride
歌うボクを許してくれないか	utau boku o yurushite kurenai ka	Do you think you can forgive me for singing it out?
この千切れた言葉をボクら	kono chi kireta kotoba o bokura	If we sing these scattered words out
「明日の希望」と歌っているなら	"asu no kibou" to utatte iru nara	As "the hope for tomorrow"
今日はどこに　今日はどこに	kyou wa doko ni kyou wa doko ni	Then within today, where, where
向かって歩きだせばいいんだろう	mukatte aruki daseba ii n darou	Should I start walking towards?
ねえ	nee	Hey...
回るボクらは歯車を	mawaru bokura wa haguruma o	As we spin around, we add and remove the gears-
抜いては足して　どうしたいんだろ	nuite watashi te doushitai n daro	What exactly do we want to do?
「なんでもない毎日」を	"nan demo nai mainichi" o	We, who expressed those "meaningless days"
「非日常」と表したボクらは	"hi nichijou" to arawashita bokura wa	As "something extraordinary"
ただ醜くて　ただ醜くて	tada minikukute tada minikukute	We were so hideous, we were so hideous,
丸まった背中を蹴飛ばした	marumatta senaka o ketobashita	We kicked away our curled-up backs
今、普通に歳をとるコトすら	ima, futsuu ni toshi o toru koto sura	Right now, my way of leaving leaves me
許されないボクの生き様は	yurusarenai boku no iki sama wa	Unable to even age normally
ただ醜くて　ただ醜くて	tada minikukute tada minikukute	It's so hideous, it's so hideous,
有りもしない心を紡ぐのさ　ねえ	ari mo shinai kokoro o tsumugu no sa nee	I'm simply spinning a non-existent heart- hey...

English translation by AngelSubs

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The following translation was made by Releska, and may only be used in accordance with the restrictions stated on his blog.

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In my damaged dream of an ideal land
the words drifted to the ground like leaves.
Dusk seemed to burn the sun
shining down on my corrupted self.

It seems like I’m walking meaninglessly.
I’m uneasy. What should I do?

I’m not even allowed
to get old like normal. This is how I live—
it’s ugly, oh so ugly.
I spin together an imaginary heart.

I couldn’t walk like normal
so I tried to lean on your shoulder.
It just hurts. I hurt.
I made the answerless answer worse. That’s all.

I walked through this dream again yesterday
and jeered, just a little.
It was a dream that seemed to tie all my doubts together
and it shone upon my corrupted self.

I wished upon the stars, overflowing brilliantly
with a face devoid of energy.

Yesterday, when I started walking,
now makes me tremble. I cry.
This pride, this pride of mine,
is what I sing about now. Won’t you forgive me?

If we’re singing with ripped-up words
and calling our song the hope of the future,
then where, where in the world
should we walk today?
Hey…

We spin around
and remove and add gears. What do I want to do?

For us, boring days
stood for something unexpected.
We were ugly, so ugly.
We kicked away our hunched backs.

I’m not even allowed
to get old like normal. This is how I live—
it’s ugly, oh so ugly.
I spin together an imaginary heart.

English translation by Releska

Discography

This song was featured on the following album:

• 生きる (Ikiru) (album)

External Links

• piapro - Karaoke
• pixiv - Illustration

Unofficial

• Hatsune Miku Wiki
• VocaDB
• Releska - Alternate translation source