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| Song title | |||
| "拝啓" Romaji: Haikei Official English: Dear[1] | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| March 18, 2023 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Hatsune Miku | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
Pepoyo (music, lyrics, illustration)
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| Views | |||
| 340,000+ (NN), 3,000,000+ (YT), 1,000,000 (YT, Autogen) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (autogen) | |||
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Description
"Character song for the Suicide Fairy Turiel." |
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Alternate Version
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| Short ver. |
| Upload date: June 14, 2022 |
| Featuring: Hatsune Miku |
| Producer(s): Pepoyo (music, lyrics, illustration, video) |
| YT (privated) |
"Character song, full version undecided."
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Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 拝啓、孤独のションペット | haikei, kodoku no shon-petto | Dear lonely Shon-pet, |
| 雑菌まみれ生ゴミと埋もれてく | zakkin mamire namagomi to uzumoreteku | Please sterilize this garbage that I’ve been covered and buried in, |
| 茶色く濁った液体が心写す | chairoku nigotta ekitai ga kokoro utsusu | The light brown muddy liquid is carving a |
| 汚い姿を | kitanai sugata o | Filthy image in my mind. |
| 心労でセルフネグレクト | shinrou de serufu negurekuto | Anxiety driven self neglect, |
| 無観客の小さな処刑台で | mukankyaku no chiisana shokedai de | A nonexistent audience stands by your small execution table. |
| 地に足がつかないような | chi ni ashi ga tsukanai you na | I’m not sure if I’ll be able to get my feet off the ground, |
| 気持ちで見送って | kimochi de miokutte | But I’ll let this feeling soar. |
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 救いをもたらす天上に伸びる蜘蛛の糸 | sukui o motarasu tenjou ni nobiru kumo no ito | The spider’s thread stretches up to the heavens, offering salvation. |
| 掴んだあの人は地獄へ落ちてった | tsukanda ano hito wa jigoku e ochitetta | That person who grabbed it fell down to Hell. |
| 心を蝕んでく即効性の猛毒が | kokoro o mushibandeku sokkousei no moudoku ga | It’s because the instant-acting deadly poison worming its way into their heart |
| もうすぐ蔓延して吸い込んでしまうから | mou sugu man'en shite suikonde shimau kara | Is already running rampant, and they’re soaking it up. |
| 苦しみが続かないように | kurushimi ga tsuzukanai you ni | I’ll hang myself and stop breathing |
| 首を括ったら息を止める | kubi o kukuttara iki o tomeru | So my suffering won’t be prolonged. |
| 拝啓、孤独のションペット | haikei, kodoku no shonpetto | Dear forlorn piss bottle, |
| 雑菌まみれ生ゴミと埋もれてく | zakkin mamire namagomi to umoreteku | You’re buried with food scraps that are crawling with microorganisms. |
| 茶色く濁った液体が心写す汚い姿を | chairoku nigotta ekitai ga kokoro utsusu kitanai sugata o | Your filthy form is one where the cloudy brown liquid in you perfectly expresses my heart. |
| 心労でセルフネグレクト | shinrou de serufu negurekuto | Ruled by anxiety and self-neglect, |
| 無観客の小さな処刑台で | mukankyaku no chiisana shokeidai de | Standing on my private little gallows, |
| 地に足がつかないような | chi ni ashi ga tsukanai you na | I wish to be seen off by the feeling |
| 気持ちで見送って | kimochi de miokutte | That my feet won’t reach the floor. |
| 踏み出せなかった未練を手繰りいつまでも | fumidasenakatta miren o taguri itsu made mo | I endlessly retraced ruefulness that I couldn’t take a step forward, |
| 解けない首輪が足枷になっていた | tokenai kubiwa ga ashikase ni natte ita | And the noose I couldn’t unfasten became a shackle. |
| 神様がいないって此処が証明してるけど | kamisama ga inai tte koko ga shoumei shiteru kedo | This place proves that there is no God, |
| どうせいつか死ぬなら天国がいいでしょう | douse itsuka shinu nara tengoku ga ii deshou | But I sure hope there’s a Heaven if I have to die someday. |
| 奈落から連れ出してくれる | naraku kara tsuredashite kureru | Even if there’s no angel to whisk me away |
| 天使がいなくても救われたくて | tenshi ga inakute mo sukuwaretakute | From the depths of hell, I want to be saved... |
| 最低な君の方へと 進む足はまだ震えているけど | saitei na kimi no hou e to susumu ashi wa mada furueteiru kedo | My legs still tremble when I walk towards you, the worst of the worst, |
| 心臓の音が怖くって | shinzou no oto ga kowakutte | But the sound of my heart frightens me, |
| 吐いて、泣いて、命綱離して | haite, naite, inochizuna hanashite | So throw up, sob, let go of your lifeline! |
| 大抵地獄の光景が | taitei jigoku no koukei ga | Since I generally don’t want to see tomorrow |
| 巣食う明日なんて見たくないから | sukuu ashita nante mitakunai kara | If it’s just gonna be haunted by scenes of Hell, |
| もう何も感じなくてもいいから連れてって | mou nani mo kanjinakute mo ii kara tsuretette | I don’t care if I no longer feel anything, whisk me away. |
| 鮮やかな光の向こうに | azayaka na hikari no mukou ni | I took a step in the direction |
| 一歩踏み出して足場を蹴った | ippo fumidashite ashiba o ketta | Of the brilliant light and kicked my chair away. |
| 最低な日々の情景が | saitei na hibi no joukei ga | The landscapes of the worst possible days |
| もがき足掻く | mogaki agaku | Are squirming and thrashing. |
| 走馬灯も消えてく | soumatou mo kieteku | Even my life has stopped flashing before my eyes. |
| もう戻れないけど | mou modorenai kedo | I can’t turn back anymore, |
| これでいいの | kore de ii no | But I’m fine with that. |
| それが答えでしょう | sore ga kotae deshou | That must be the answer. |
| きっと自らの手を | kitto mizukara no te o | If I must have dirtied my own hand, |
| 汚し、殺し、全て諦めたなら | yogoshi, koroshi, subete akirameta nara | Killed it, given up on everything, |
| もう何も掴めないから | mou nani mo tsukamenai kara | I’ve lost my ability to hold onto anything, |
| 宙へとただ浮いてる | chuu e to tada uiteru | So I’m just floating into space. |
| 拝啓、私の怨念へ | haikei, watashi no onnen e | Dear grudge of mine, |
| 恨み嫉み苦しく辛い日々は | urami netami kurushiku tsurai hibi wa | There’s no way you can be saved from those distressing, |
| 救われやしないけど | sukuwareyashinai kedo | Painful days of jealousy and envy, |
| ここで終わり | koko de owari | But this is where you end, |
| 迎えに行くから | mukae ni iku kara | Because I’m coming to greet you. |
| もう明日が来なくても | mou asu ga konakute mo | Even if tomorrow never comes again, |
| ここでいつもずっと待っているから | koko de itsumo zutto matte iru kara | I’ll be waiting here, forever and always, |
| 地に足がつかないように | chi ni ashi ga tsukanai you ni | Watching over you, making sure |
| 見守ってあげるからね | mimamotte ageru kara ne | That your feet won’t reach the floor! |
Translation Notes
- ↑ 拝啓 is a way that one would start a formal letter. It means "Dear, sir/madame/whom it may concern". Letters starting with this usually end with 敬具, "Sincerely..." (different from 草々不一, which is used for shorter, less formal letters)
External Links
- pixivFANBOX - Off-vocal and lyrics (Long ver.)
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