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| Song title | |||
| "少女自傷癖" Romaji: Shoujo Jishouheki English: A Young Girl's Self-Harm Habit / Self-Harming Girl | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| March 15, 2013 | |||
| Singer | |||
| IA | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
PolyphonicBranch (music, lyrics)
Tissue Hime (four-stringed guitar) Yori (illustration) hie (video) 7@ (encode) | |||
| Views | |||
| 450,000+ (NN), 2,800,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"Peek-a-boo." |
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Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 包帯巻いて 傷跡隠して | houtai maite kizuato kakushite | Hiding my scars by wrapping them with bandages, |
| にじんでるのに 何強がってるの | nijinderu no ni nani tsuyogatteru no | Even though blood is running, why am I pretending to be strong? |
| 誰も私のことなんて | dare mo watashi no koto nante | No one is bothering |
| 気にもとめちゃいないいないやいや | ki ni motomechaina ii na iya iya | To stop me, no one, no one, no, no |
| あぁいっそ 鋭利な刃物で | aa isso eiri na hamono de | Ah, I’d rather be put at ease by sharp cutlery |
| 楽になれたらいいないいな | raku ni naretara ii na ii na | A person who’d do anything |
| さびしんぼのつくしんぼうで | sabishinbo no tsuku shinbou de | For the sake of a lonely person |
| 自傷の言葉 |
jishou no kotoba tsubuyaita | Who murmured words about self-harm |
| 愛とかはいらないんだ | ai toka wa iranai nda | I don’t need something like love, |
| 温もりだけがあればいいんだ | nukumori dake ga areba ii nda | But just warmth is fine |
| そうやって自分を傷つけて | sou yatte jibun o kizutsukete | Saying so, I hurt myself, |
| 満足そうに微笑んだ | manzoku sou ni hohoenda | And smiled as if I were satisfied |
| 嘘つきすぎて肺が曇っちゃって | usotsuki sugite hai ga kumocchatte | After lying too much, my lungs became clouded |
| 何か息が苦しいんだ | nanika iki ga kurushii nda | And somehow, breathing was painful |
| 友達も先生もママも | tomodachi mo sensei mo mama mo | Even my friends, teachers, Mom, |
| みんなみんな私を見ちゃいないやいや | minna minna watashi o michai na iya iya | Everyone, everyone doesn’t give me a glance |
| あぁもっと 深く |
aa motto fukaku egutte | Ah, make me feel even more painful inside, |
| 確かめられたらいいないいな | tashikameraretara ii na ii na | It’d be nice if I could make sure |
| 端の方から痺れてきたの | hashi no kata kara shibirete kita no | I’m getting numb near the edge, |
| 包帯買いに行かなきゃ | houtai kai ni ikanakya | I have to buy more bandages |
| 大好きよ 吐きそうよ | daisuki yo hakisou yo | I love you, that’s what I’ll confess |
| どうして涙が止まらないの | doushite namida ga tomaranai no | Why are these tears not stopping? |
| そうやって自分を騙し続け慣れて | sou yatte jibun o damashitsuzuke narete | Saying so, I get used to continuing to deceive myself |
| 悲しくて気持ちいい | kanashikute kimochiii | And felt good from this sadness |
| 踏み切りの音がカンカン | fumikiri no oto ga kankan | Because the sound of the railroad crossing |
| 心地よく響いてるから | kokochiyoku hibiiteru kara | Clangs pleasantly, |
| 黒猫さんやめてそんな目で見つめないで | kuronekosan yamete sonna me de mitsumenaide | Mr. Black cat, stop, don’t watch with those kinds of eyes |
| いたいいたいなぁ | itai itai naa | It hurts, it hurts… |
| いたいいたいなぁ | itai itai naa | It hurts, it hurts… |
| 右目の |
migime no aza ga itai itai naa | The bruise on my right eye hurts, it hurts… |
| いないいないばぁ | inai inai baa | Peek-a-boo, |
| いないいないばぁ | inai inai baa | Peek-a-boo, |
| だれもだれもいないいないばぁ | dare mo dare mo inai inai baa | No one, no one is there… |
| 今日も点滴に生かされています | kyou mo tenteki ni ikasarete imasu | Today, too, an IV is allowing me to stay alive |
| お人形遊びは好きですか | oningyou asobi wa suki desu ka | Do you like playing with dolls? |
| どうぞ私を使ってください | douzo watashi o tsukatte kudasai | Here, please use me, |
| 指先に力が入らないの | yubisaki ni chikara ga hairanai no | But don’t put too much force into your fingertips |
| 変わりはいるもの 誰でもいいの | kawari wa iru mono dare demo ii no | There are replacements for me, anyone would do |
| 無意味な言葉で慰めないで | muimi na kotoba de nagusamenaide | Don’t comfort me with meaningless words |
| 傷つけて感情を繋ぎ止めて | kizutsukete kanjou o tsunagitomete | Holding onto my wounded feelings, |
| 包帯 取り替えて | houtai torikaete | I change my bandages |
| 愛とかはいらないんだ | ai toka wa iranai nda | I don’t need something like love |
| 温もりだけがあればいいんだ | nukumori dake ga areba ii nda | Just having warmth is fine |
| そうやって自分を傷つけて | sou yatte jibun o kizutsukete | Saying so, I hurt myself, |
| 満足そうに微笑んだ | manzoku sou ni hohoenda | And smiled as if I were satisfied |
| 許してくれませんか？ | yurushite kuremasen ka? | Could you forgive me? |
English translation by Coleena Wu
Discography
This song was featured on the following albums:
- IA THE WORLD ～影～ (IA THE WORLD ~Kage~)
- VOCAROCK collection loves IA
- IA the Best!!
External Links
- piapro - Lyrics
- piapro - Karaoke
- piapro - Karaoke (with harmonies)
- piapro - Karaoke (key -2)
- piapro - Karaoke (male key)