| ! | Warning: This song contains questionable elements (suicidal ideation, self-harm); it may be inappropriate for younger audiences.
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| Song title | |||
| "小夜子" Romaji: Sayoko | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| August 8, 2011 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Hatsune Miku | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| mikitoP (music, lyrics) TomoboP (mix, mastering) Tae (illustration) KagomeP (video) | |||
| Views | |||
| 980,000+ (NN), 980,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"I don't really know. There's an idiotic reason." |
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Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 冷蔵庫の中には何にも無い 只あるのはお茶とお薬 | reizouko no naka ni wa nan ni mo nai tada aru no wa ocha to okusuri | Within my fridge, there’s nothing but some tea and some medicine. |
| 一錠ごとに胸がふわふわ 不安が満ちてく | ichijougoto ni mune ga fuwafuwa fuan ga michiteku | With one tablet, my heart beats unsteadily, and anxiety fills me to the brim. |
| iphone 撫でるその指先も べたべたと粘る髪の毛も | iphone naderu sono yubisaki mo betabeta to nebaru kaminoke mo | Whether it’s my iPhone, rubbed with fingerprints, or my hair, which is sticky with grease, |
| 何一つ綺麗なもんなんて 有る筈も無いな | nani hitotsu kirei na mon nante aru hazu mo nai na | Of course there isn’t a single thing here that’s clean. |
| 死にたくて 死にたくて そっと | shinitakute shinitakute sotto | Wanting to die, wanting to die, I quietly |
| 間違って 傷をつけた手首は | machigatte kizu o tsuketa tekubi wa | Messed up; before I knew it, |
| いつしか茶色く汚れてる | itsushika chairoku yogoreteru | My wounded wrists were stained a tawny brown. |
| 締め切ったボクの瞼 | shimekitta boku no mabuta | I screwed my eyelids shut |
| カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても | kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo | So even if morning light peeks through the gap in my curtains, |
| 気付く筈無い | kizuku hazu nai | I wouldn’t know about it. |
| 友達のエリもタカユキも 本当のトコ 他人のコトなど | tomodachi no eri mo takayuki mo hontou no toko hito no koto nado | Truthfully? My friends, Eri and Takayuki, have their own problems and so forth, |
| 気にしてる暇も無いくらい 忙しそうだしな | ki ni shiteru hima mo nai kurai isogashisou da shi na | Enough that they don’t have time for mine. They just seem so busy. |
| それにしても何この笑窪 ありがちな家族と人生 | sore ni shite mo nani kono ekubo arigachi na kazoku to jinsei | At any rate, what’s with these dimples? I’ve got a bog-standard family and life. |
| 何一つ誇れるもんなんて 有る筈も無いな | nani hitotsu hokoreru mon nante aru hazu mo nai na | Of course there isn’t a single thing that I can be proud of. |
| 眠たくて 眠たくて ずっと | nemutakute nemutakute zutto | Wanting to sleep, wanting to sleep, I wish |
| このまんま痺れるほど眠ったら | kono manma shibireru hodo nemuttara | I could slip away into numbness forever. |
| 起きて リンゴ齧って眠る | okite ringo kajitte nemuru | I’d only stay awake long enough to bite the poisoned apple. |
| 無意識 装って ゆらり | muishiki yosootte yurari | But even if I feigned unawareness, climbed up on the veranda |
| べランダに登って風が吹いても | beranda ni nobotte kaze ga fuite mo | With a sway in my step, and let the wind blow, |
| 飛べる筈無い | toberu hazu nai | It’d be impossible to jump. |
| あんなに好きなお笑いも | anna ni suki na owarai mo | It’s gotten to the point where even the comedy I love |
| 人生変えた音楽でさえ | jinsei kaeta ongaku de sae | And the music that changed my life |
| 何故に僕の事を否定するの | naze ni boku no koto o hitei suru no | Are antithetical to everything about me—why is that? |
| 死にたくて 死にたくて そっと | shinitakute shinitakute sotto | Wanting to die, wanting to die, I quietly |
| 間違って 傷をつけた手首は | machigatte kizu o tsuketa tekubi wa | Messed up; before I knew it, |
| いつしか茶色く汚れてる | itsushika chairoku yogoreteru | My wounded wrists were stained a tawny brown. |
| 締め切ったボクの瞼 | shimekitta boku no mabuta | I screwed my eyelids shut |
| カーテンの隙間に朝が来ても | kaaten no sukima ni asa ga kite mo | So even if morning light peeks through the gap in my curtains, |
| キヅカナイヨ | kizukanai yo | I wouldn’t notice. |
| そんな日が そんな日が ずっと | sonna hi ga sonna hi ga zutto | Those kinds of days, those kinds of days will go on |
| 続くんやって嘆いても | tsuzukun ya tte nageite mo | Forever—no matter how I lament that, |
| 何かが 癒えるわけじゃ無い | nanika ga ieru wake ja nai | There’s no way anything will recover. |
| 癒える筈無い | ieru hazu nai | Of course I can’t recover. |
| キエテシマオウ | kiete shimaou | I ought to disappear... |
| うん、消えてしまおう | un, kiete shimaou | Yeah. I ought to disappear. |
English translation by MeaningfulUsername
Discography
This song was featured on the following albums:
- moji moji
- 刹那プラス+
- 僕は初音ミクとキスをした (Boku wa Hatsune Miku to Kiss o Shita) (album)