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| Song title | |||
| "如果消失" Pinyin: Rúguǒ Xiāoshī English: If I Disappear | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| July 6, 2014 | |||
| Singer | |||
| YANHE | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Views | |||
| 100,000+ | |||
| Links | |||
| bilibili Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (reprint) | |||
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Description
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Lyrics[]
| Chinese | Pinyin | English |
| “我会保护你的” | "I will protect you" | |
| “真的吗，姐姐” | "Really, sis?" | |
| 空荡桌边 孤单回忆那模糊的脸 | kōngdàng zhuō biān gūdān huíyì nà móhú de liǎn | An empty table, reminiscing alone about that hazy face |
| 褪色相片 记录下你最后的笑颜 | tuìsè xiàngpiàn jìlù xià nǐ zuìhòu de xiàoyán | A faded photo, recording your last smile |
| I MISS YOU | ||
| 脑海中浮现那灾难突然降临到面前 | nǎohǎi zhōng fúxiàn nà zāinàn túrán jiànglín dào miànqián | The scene of that sudden disaster appearing in my mind |
| I HATE ME | ||
| 眼睁睁看着 我最爱的你保护我的你停止了呼吸 | yǎnzhēngzhēng kànzhe wǒ zuì ài de nǐ bǎohù wǒ de nǐ tíngzhǐle hūxī | Witnessing you whom I love, you who protected me, draw your last breath |
| 二减为一 | èr jiǎn wéi yī | Two reduced to one |
| 如果我从世上消失的话 | rúguǒ wǒ cóng shìshàng xiāoshī de huà | If I disappear from this world |
| 死神是否能将无罪之人释放 | sǐshén shìfǒu néng jiāng wú zuì zhī rén shìfàng | Would the god of death release the innocent? |
| 拜托谁告诉我啊 | bàituō shéi gàosù wǒ a | Someone please tell me |
| 如果我从世上消失的话 | rúguǒ wǒ cóng shìshàng xiāoshī de huà | If I disappear from this world |
| 刺耳争吵会不会少点呐 | cì'ěr zhēngchǎo huì bù huì shǎo diǎn nà | Will there be less shrill arguing? |
| 埋葬于喧哗 | máizàng yú xuānhuá | Buried among the noise |
| 如果我不在这个世界上 | If I didn't exist in this world | |
| 她会不会因此活着呢 | Would she still be alive? | |
| 果然还是 不能接受 | Even now, I can't accept it | |
| 旁人的眼 假惺惺表现出虚伪可怜 | pángrén de yǎn jiǎxīngxīng biǎoxiàn chū xūwèi kělián | Other people's eyes, showing false sympathy |
| 再看不见 鼓励坚强的温柔视线 | zài kànbùjiàn gǔlì jiānqiáng de wēnróu shìxiàn | No longer able to see that gentle encouraging gaze |
| WHY ARE YOU | ||
| 明明许下了诺言要用一辈子来守护 | míngmíng xǔ xià le nuòyán yào yòng yībèizi lái shǒuhù | You promised to protect me forever |
| WHY NOT ME | ||
| 我想要代替 那无辜的你已不在的你 与世界别离 | wǒ xiǎng yào dàitì nà wúgū de nǐ yǐ bùzài de nǐ yǔ shìjiè biélí | I want to replace, the innocent you, the you no longer here, say farewell to the world |
| 想再见到你 | xiǎng zàijiàn dào nǐ | say farewell from the world |
| 如果我从世上消失的话 | rúguǒ wǒ cóng shìshàng xiāoshī de huà | If I disappear from this world |
| 神灵是否能让我们再见面呐 | shénlíng shìfǒu néng ràng wǒmen zài jiànmiàn nà | Would the gods let us meet again? |
| 没有人告诉我啊 | méiyǒu rén gàosù wǒ a | Nobody told me |
| 如果失去存在意义的话 | rúguǒ shīqù cúnzài yìyì de huà | If I lost my reason to live |
| 告别阴霾世界也不错呐 | gàobié yīnmái shìjiè yě bùcuò nà | I would rather say farewell to this gloomy world |
| 向深渊跃下 | xiàng shēnyuān yuè xià | and leap into the abyss |
| 温柔的手握住 绝望伸出的腕 | wēnróu de shǒu wò zhù juéwàng shēn chū de wàn | Gentle hands holding wrists extended in despair |
| 滴落在我脸上 是那熟悉泪光 | dī luò zài wǒ liǎn shàng shì nà shúxī lèi guāng | Familiar tears landing on my face |
| 已多少时间 忘却的模样 | yǐ duōshǎo shíjiān wàngquè de múyàng | How long has it been, a forgotten face |
| 唤醒沉睡了的希望 | huànxǐng chénshuìle de xīwàng | Awakening dormant hope |
| “不要说消失啊” | "bùyào shuō xiāoshī a" | "Please don't say you're going to disappear" |
| “不要说放弃啊” | "bùyào shuō fàngqì a" | "Please don't say you're going to give up" |
| “守护的意义会全部都粉碎了吧” | "shǒuhù de yìyì huì quánbù dōu fěnsuìle ba" | "Saving you will be meaningless then" |
| “亡者的不甘和生者的哀伤” | "wángzhě de bùgān hé shēng zhě de āishāng" | "The regrets of the dead and the grief of the living" |
| 不是应该都会化作生的渴望吗 | bùshì yīnggāi dōu huì huà zuò shēng de kěwàng ma | Shouldn't it all become a desire to live? |
| 原来你一直都守护在我身旁 | yuánlái nǐ yīzhí dōu shǒuhù zài wǒ shēn páng | You were always by my side protecting me |
| 抱歉没察觉到还想自取死亡 | bàoqiàn méi chájué dào hái xiǎng zì qǔ sǐwáng | Sorry for not realizing, for seeking my own destruction |
| 不会再次倔强 | bù huì zàicì juéjiàng | I won't be stubborn again |
| 不会再次迷茫 | bù huì zàicì mímáng | I won't be lost again |
| 为你活下 | wèi nǐ huó xià | I will live on for you |
| 如果我从世上消失的话 | rúguǒ wǒ cóng shìshàng xiāoshī dehuà | If I disappear from the world |
| 还会有谁记住你的音容笑颜 | hái huì yǒu shéi jì zhù nǐ de yīnróng xiàoyán | Who will remember your voice and your smile, |
| 心中最珍贵的宝藏 | xīnzhōng zuì zhēnguì de bǎozàng | My most valued treasure |
| 如果我存在于此时的话 | rúguǒ wǒ cúnzài yú cǐ shí de huà | For every moment I exist |
| 用双眼记录你要的美好 | yòng shuāngyǎn jìlù nǐ yào de měihǎo | I will remember the beauty you wanted |
| 犹如在身旁 | yóurú zài shēn páng | As if you were besides me |
| ［谢谢你为我做出的一切］ | Thank you for everything you've done for me | |
| ［我不会再轻易践踏生命了］ | I won't take my life for granted again | |
| ［愿你和爸爸妈妈在天国幸福］ | I hope mom, dad and you are happy in heaven | |
| ［我会好好活下去］ | I will live my life the best I can | |
English translation by alterist64