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| Song title | |||
| "失敗作少女" Romaji: Shippaisaku Shoujo Simplified Chinese: 失败作少女 Pinyin: Shībài Zuò Shàonǚ Official English: Failure Girl[1] | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| August 8, 2015 August 9, 2015 (PV) | |||
| Singer | |||
| Hatsune Miku | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
Kairiki Bear (music, lyrics)
Shiomizu (character design, illustration PV) Nou (illustration) Waka (special thanks) Mienohito (video PV) | |||
| Views | |||
| 3,200,000+ PV version: 13,000+ (NN), 5,500,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast PV version: Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"Wishing I knew the purpose of my life..." |
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Alternate Versions
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| Chinese ver. |
| Upload date: September 6, 2017 |
| Featuring: Hatsune Miku V4C |
| Producer(s): Kairiki Bear (music, lyrics) |
| YT / YT (reprint, subbed) |
Demonstration song for Hatsune Miku's V4 Chinese voicebank.
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| Rearrangement |
| Upload date: August 9, 2019 |
| Featuring: Hatsune Miku |
| Producer(s): Kairiki Bear (music, lyrics) MARETU (rearrangement) |
| NN / YT |
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| inabakumori remix |
| Upload date: January 15, 2020 |
| Featuring: Kaai Yuki |
| Producer(s): inabakumori (remix) |
| YT (auto-gen) |
Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| あぁ ほら また間違えた これで何度？ 何回目？ | aa hora mata machigaeta kore de nando? nankaime? | Oh, look, I’ve made a mistake again How many times has it been at this point? Just how many times? |
| ねえ ほら 塞いでたって ぽっかり浮き出る傷跡 | nee hora fusaidetatte pokkari ukideru kizuato | Listen, look, even though they had closed, the scars suddenly surface |
| あぁ ほら また誤魔化した 見て見ぬ振り お上手ね | aa hora mata gomakashita mite minu furi ojouzu ne | Oh, look, I’ve changed the subject again I'm good at turning a blind eye, huh? |
| もう ほら 何言われたって 誰もわたしを望まない | mou hora nani iwaretatte dare mo watashi o nozomanai | Tsk, look, no matter what I'm told, nobody wants me |
| むき出して痛い痛い | mukidashite itai itai | Letting it show hurts, hurts |
| 強がって 痛い痛い | tsuyogatte itai itai | Acting tough hurts, hurts |
| 息詰まって痛い痛いんだよ | ikizumatte itai itai nda yo | I can’t breathe, it hurts, it hurts so much |
| わたしって失敗作だってさ って いらない子なんだって… | watashi tte shippaisaku datte sa tte iranai ko nanda tte… | They all say that I'm just a failure They say that I'm unwanted... |
| 何やったって 頑張ったって ダメらしいや | nani yattatte ganbattatte damerashii ya | No matter what I do, even if I hang on, it seems it's just no use |
| 愛 愛 愛されたくて 偽って | ai ai aisaretakute itsuwatte | Love, love, wanting to be loved, deceiving... |
| もっともっと笑顔で いればいいかな… | motto motto egao de ireba ii kana… | Would it be alright if I keep smiling more and more?... |
| あぁ ほら また擦りむいた これで何度？ 何回目？ | aa hora mata surimuita kore de nando? nankaime? | Oh, look, I've scraped myself again How many times has it been at this point? Just how many times? |
| ねえ ほら 隠してたって じわり浮き出るトラウマ | nee hora kakushitetatte jiwari ukideru torauma | Listen, look, even though I hide it, the trauma gradually surfaces |
| あぁ ほら また飲み込んだ 澄まし顔が お上手ね | aa hora mata nomikonda sumashi gao ga ojouzu ne | Oh, look, I’ve swallowed it again I'm good at keeping a composed face, huh? |
| もう ほら 何言われたって 嘲られ 痣だらけ | mou hora nani iwaretatte azakerare aza darake | Tsk, look, no matter what I'm told, I'm met with jeers I'm bruised all over |
| 閉塞感にユラユラ | heisokukan ni yurayura | Swaying with this feeling of hopelessness |
| 劣等感にクラクラ | rettoukan ni kurakura | Dizzy with this inferiority complex |
| 息詰まってカラカラなの | ikizumatte karakara na no | I can’t breathe, I’m dead inside |
| わたしって失敗作だって なって いらない子なんだって… | watashi tte shippaisaku datte natte iranai ko nanda tte… | They all say that I’ve become a failure They say that I'm unwanted… |
| 何やったって 頑張ったって 無駄みたいだ | nani yattatte ganbattatte muda mitai da | No matter what I do, even if I hang on, it seems like a waste |
| 生まれてきた意味が欲しくて | umarete kita imi ga hoshikute | Wishing I knew the purpose of my life... |
| もっともっと自然に 笑えばいいかな… | motto motto shizen ni waraeba ii kana… | Would it be alright if I smile more and more naturally?... |
| 神様 もしも生まれ変わることが出来たら | kamisama moshimo umarekawaru koto ga dekitara | Oh God, if it's possible for me to be reborn, |
| 愛される子になれますように | aisareru ko ni naremasu you ni | I hope to become a kid who is loved |
| 泣き止んだ鼓動を子守歌に | nakiyanda kodou o komoriuta ni | As my heartbeat that's cried itself to exhaustion becomes a lullaby, |
| きっときっと明日は 笑えるよね | kitto kitto ashita wa waraeru yo ne | Surely, surely tomorrow, I’ll be able to smile, right? |
| 間違いだらけに オヤスミナサイ | machigai darake ni oyasumi nasai | To my mistake-filled life, GOOD NIGHT |
| Chinese | Pinyin | English |
| 啊 你看 又是同样的错？ | a nǐ kàn yòu shì tóngyàng de cuò? | Ah, you see, the same mistake again |
| 犯过多少次了？还要几遍？ | fànguò duōshǎo cìle? hái yào jǐ biàn? | How many times have you made it? How much more will you make? |
| 呐 你看 再怎么遮掩 | nà nǐ kàn zài zěnme zhēyǎn | Ha, you see, no matter how you cover them |
| 留在身上的伤痕总会出现 | liú zài shēnshang de shānghén zǒng huì chūxiàn | The scars on your body will still show up |
| 啊 你看 又要蒙混过关 | a nǐ kàn yòu yào ménghùn guòguān | Ah, you see, trying to get away with it |
| 自我欺骗装作视而不见 | zìwǒ qīpiàn zhuāng zuò shì'érbùjiàn | Deceiving yourself, pretending not to see |
| 呐 你看 不管被怎么说 | nà nǐ kàn bùguǎn bèi zěnme shuō | Ha, you see, no matter what they say |
| 也没人对我露出期待的脸 | yě méi rén duì wǒ lùchū qídài de liǎn | No one looks like they care about me |
| 暴露无疑 啊好疼好疼 | bàolù wúyí a hǎo téng hǎo téng | Baring it all, ah it hurts, it hurts |
| 故作镇定 啊好疼好疼 | gù zuò zhèndìng a hǎo téng hǎo téng | Feigning calmness, ah it hurts, it hurts |
| 不能呼吸 啊好疼好疼死了 | bùnéng hūxī a hǎo téng hǎo téng sǐle | Can’t breathe, ah it hurts, it hurts, it hurts like hell |
| 就说我是 | jiù shuō wǒ shì | Like I said I am |
| 制作失败的少女 | zhìzuò shībài de shàonǚ | A Failure Girl |
| 无论何时何地在哪里 | wúlùn hé shí hé de zài nǎlǐ | No matter when or where I am |
| 不管要如何改进努力 都停在原地 | bùguǎn yào rúhé gǎijìn nǔlì dōu tíng zàiyuán dì | No matter how I try to change, I’m stuck here |
| 爱爱爱想被爱更多而伪装自己 | ài ài ài xiǎng bèi ài gèng duō ér wèizhuāng zìjǐ | Love love love, I want to be loved so I disguise myself |
| 更多笑容叠一起是不是就可以 | gèng duō xiàoróng dié yīqǐ shì bùshì jiù kěyǐ | Would it be OK if I smiled more? |
Translation Notes
- ↑ 失敗作 specifically refers to a failed creative work; for example, a failed manuscript or a flop film.
Discography
This song was featured on the following albums:
A remix of this song was featured in the following albums:
External Links
Unofficial
- Hatsune Miku Wiki
- VocaDB - Original
- VocaDB - PV
- Project SEKAI Wiki
- VOCALOID Wiki