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| Song title | |||
| "咀嚼。そして、嚥下。" Romaji: Soshaku. Soshite, Enge. English: Chew. Then, Swallow. | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| April 13, 2018 Reupload: March 3, 2020 | |||
| Singer | |||
| GUMI and Otomachi Una | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
Akali (music, lyrics)
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| Views | |||
| 46,175 (NN), 140,000+ (YT) Reupload: 105,000+ | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast (deleted) / YouTube Broadcast (deleted) Reupload: YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
Connected to Soshite...Outo. |
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Lyrics
| Singer | GUMI | Una |
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| Japanese/Chinese | Romaji/Pinyin | English |
| 不条理 不承 不承 | fujouri fushou fushou | Illogically, reluctantly, |
| すっかり枯れ果てた涙 | sukkari karehateta namida | My tears completely dried up. |
| 忘れた頃に潤ませて | wasureta koro ni urumasete | What should I do at this late stage, |
| 今更どうしてくれようか | imasara doushite kureyou ka | With my vision swimming when I forgot them? |
| 無自覚 自己満足 | mujikaku jikomanzoku | I forcibly ground and choked down |
| お門違いな説教を | okadochigai na sekkyou o | Your unaware, complacent |
| 無理矢理 砕き飲み込んで | muriyari kudaki nomikonde | Sermon barking up the wrong tree |
| お望み通りに吐き出した | onozomidoori ni hakidashita | And spat it back out just as you wished. |
| 死に損なって | shinisokonatte | I failed to die, |
| 生き損なって | ikisokonatte | Failed to live, |
| 買ってしまった | katte shimatta | And bore a grudge |
| 恩を恨んだ… | on o uranda… | Towards the favors I bought... |
| 生まれ落ちてから | umareochite kara | I was born, and now, |
| 今にいたるまでに、 | ima ni itaru made ni, | The gutter that’s sprawled out |
| 広がった溝は、 | hirogatta mizo wa, | Up to this point |
| 一生 | isshou | Won't ever |
| うまることはないんだ… | umaru koto wa nai nda… | Be filled in my entire life... |
| いっその事 | isso no koto | I’d rather |
| 死んでしまってくれ | shinde shimatte kure | You just die. |
| 噛み合わない頭も | kamiawanai atama mo | If only your brain that couldn’t mesh with anyone's |
| 抱き合えない体も | dakiaenai karada mo | And your body that couldn’t embrace anyone’s |
| いっそ死んでしまえたら | isso shinde shimaetara | Would rather just die— |
| 報われない哀情ごと | mukuwarenai aijougoto | Then all that unrequited sadness |
| 消えていけるのになあ | kiete ikeru no ni naa | Could just disappear! |
| ちぐはぐ 咀嚼咀嚼 | chiguhagu soshaku soshaku | Incoherently, I chewed and chewed. |
| 卑しく燗れた渇望を | iyashiku tadareta katsubou o | I complained so that my greedy, |
| 伝わるように捻じ込んで | tsutawaru you ni nejikonde | Inflamed cravings would be conveyed |
| とりあえずの形にした | toriaezu no katachi ni shita | And made them a form for the time being. |
| ばらばら 嚥下 得手 | barabara enge ete | Loosely, I swallowed. That’s my forte. |
| 虚しく弾けた桃源郷 | munashiku hiketa tougenkyou | Shangri-la burst open to reveal nothing. |
| 辛気臭い依存より | shinkikusai izon yori | A dialogue reeking of blood |
| 血生臭い対話のほうが | chinamagusai taiwa no hou ga | Agrees with me more than |
| 性に合っているんだ。 | shou ni atte iru nda. | A depressing dependence. |
| いつだって上下ハッキリさせたい | itsu datte jouge hakkiri sasetai | I want to always make these fluctuations clear. |
| 逸脱した命 白黒つけたい | itsudatsu shita inochi shirokuro tsuketai | I want to settle the matter of a deviated life. |
| いつか言える日が来るのでしょうか | itsuka ieru hi ga kuru no deshou ka | I believe a day will come when I’ll be able to say it. |
| いつまでも癒えることはないんだろうな。 | itsu made mo ieru koto wa nai ndarou na. | I don’t believe you’ll ever be able to say it. |
| 我流下了血 | wǒ liúxiàle xuè | I bled, |
| 你也流下了血 | nǐ yě liúxiàle xuè | and you bled too. |
| 我还要伤多少次 | wǒ hái yào shāng duōshǎo cì | How many times must I still hurt? |
| 我喜欢你呀 | wǒ xǐhuān nǐ ya | I think I like you. |
| 真的 | zhēn de | It's true. |
| 我只知道我爱你 | wǒ zhǐ zhīdào wǒ ài nǐ | I just know that I love you. |
| 但你会死的 | dàn nǐ huì sǐ de | But you are yet mortal. |
| 幸せだった | shiawase datta | The heart that |
| 筈の心は | hazu no kokoro wa | Should have been happy |
| 決定的に砕かれ | ketteiteki ni kudakare | Was ground up conclusively |
| 気づいた。 | kizuita. | And realized |
| ただ塞ぐだけの愛じゃ満たされないと | tada fusagu dake no ai ja mitasarenai to | It couldn’t be satisfied with a love of mere obstruction. |
| そして | soshite | Then, |
| それが | sore ga | If that means |
| 本当の愛じゃないってこと…。 | hontou no ai ja nai tte koto…. | It’s not true love... |
| 華々しく | hanabanashiku | I want you to disappear |
| 消えてしまって欲しい。 | kiete shimatte hoshii. | In a spectacular fashion. |
| 食い違った言葉も 満たされない心も | kuichigatta kotoba mo mitasarenai kokoro mo | If you’d rather be able to beat and crush |
| いっそ殴り潰してしまえるなら | isso naguri tsubushite shimaeru nara | My contradictory words and my unsatisfied heart, |
| 繋がれない不愉快ごと | tsunagarenai fuyukaigoto | That unrelated displeasure |
| 救われるのでしょう | sukuwareru no deshou | Can probably be salvaged. |
| いっそのこと死んでしまってくれ | isso no koto shinde shimatte kure | I’d rather you just die. |
| 愛されない命よ 果たされない誓いよ | aisarenai inochi yo hatasarenai chikai yo | O unloved life! O unfulfilled vow! |
| 世界に嫌われたぼくは | sekai ni kirawareta boku wa | Hated by the world as I am, |
| あのまま死んでいたほうが | ano mama shinde ita hou ga | How I wish I’d have just |
| 良かったんじゃないか！！！！！！！！ | yokattan ja nai ka!!!!!!!! | Died as I was back then instead!!!!! |
| 我爱你 | wǒ ài nǐ | I love you. |
| 我爱你 | wǒ ài nǐ | I love you. |
English translation of Japanese by MeaningfulUsername
English translation of Chinese by SomniphobicMoth
External Links
- Google Drive - Instrumental