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| Song title | |||
| "僕がモンスターになった日" Romaji: Boku ga Monsutaa ni Natta Hi Official English: The day I became a Monster | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| January 8, 2016 | |||
| Singer | |||
| Fukase | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Views | |||
| 1,100,000+ (NN), 1,900,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"I had the privilege of using the Vocaloid of SEKAI NO OWARI's Fukase-san, 'VOCALOID4 Library Fukase'!" |
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Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 僕がモンスターになった日 | boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi | The day I became a monster, |
| もう何にも信じられなくて | mou nani ni mo shinjirarenakute | I could no longer believe in anything. |
| 逆さまになって落ちてく | sakasama ni natte ochiteku | No one needs someone weak like me |
| 弱い自分なんていらないや | yowai jibun nante iranai ya | Who flips upside down and goes on falling. |
| 午前3時 ふと目が覚めた | gozen sanji futo me ga sameta | At 3 in the morning, I suddenly snapped awake. |
| まるで闇の中に閉じ込められたみたいだ | marude yami no naka ni tojikomerareta mitai da | It was like I’d been imprisoned within darkness. |
| いっそこのまま息も止まればいいのにな | isso kono mama iki mo tomareba ii no ni na | If only my breathing would just stop like this! |
| 傷付くことはもう うんざりだ | kizutsuku koto wa mou unzari da | I’m so sick of getting hurt by now. |
| ボロボロになって うずくまってる | boroboro ni natte uzukumatteru | I’m getting all battered, and I’m cowering. |
| 脆い自分なんて誰が愛してくれますか？ | moroi jibun nante dare ga aishite kuremasu ka? | Who would love a person as brittle as me? |
| 僕がモンスターになった日 | boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi | The day I became a monster, |
| 信じたくて信じられなくて | shinjitakute shinjirarenakute | I wanted to believe, but I could no longer believe. |
| この声が届かないなら | kono koe ga todokanai nara | Should I just go and smash everything to bits |
| すべてを壊してしまおうか | subete o kowashite shimaou ka | If my voice won’t get across? |
| いつの間にか僕の身体は | itsu no ma ni ka boku no karada wa | Before I knew it, my body |
| 痛みを感じなくなった そう、バケモノみたいに | itami o kanjinaku natta sou, bakemono mitai ni | Could no longer feel pain—indeed, I was just like a monster. |
| 傷付けることも裏切ることもできない | kizutsukeru koto mo uragiru koto mo dekinai | I’d accidentally obtained a heart of steel |
| 鋼の心を手に入れてしまった | hagane no kokoro o te ni irete shimatta | That couldn’t hurt or betray anyone. |
| 深い闇の底の方から聞こえる | fukai yami no soko no hou kara kikoeru | I plugged my ears against the voice crying “SOS!” |
| SOSの声に耳を塞いでいた | SOS no koe ni mimi o fusaide ita | That I could hear from the direction of the deep, dark pit. |
| 僕がモンスターになったら | boku ga monsutaa ni nattara | If I become a monster, |
| ずっと愛してくれますか？ | zutto aishite kuremasu ka? | Will you always love me? |
| いびつな両手広げて | ibitsu na ryoute hirogete | ‘Cause I’ll spread out my clawed hands |
| すべてを壊してあげるから | subete o kowashite ageru kara | And smash everything to bits for you. |
| 僕がモンスターになった日 | boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi | The day I became a monster, |
| 僕は僕を消そうとした | boku wa boku o kesou to shita | I tried to erase myself— |
| 泣き虫で頼りなくて | nakimushi de tayorinakute | This tearful, unreliable, |
| かけがえのない自分 | kakegae no nai jibun | Irreplaceable person that I am. |
| 僕がモンスターになった日 | boku ga monsutaa ni natta hi | The day I became a monster, |
| 大事なものを見つけたよ | daiji na mono o mitsuketa yo | I found something crucial. |
| 弱さを許せること それが本当の | yowasa o yuruseru koto sore ga hontou no | I realized that the ability to forgive |
| 強さなんだって気付いたよ | tsuyosa nanda tte kizuita yo | My weakness is what strength really is. |
English translation by MeaningfulUsername
Discography
This song was featured in the following albums:
External Links
- Nico Commons - Off vocal