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| Song title | |||
| "ヘドニストの幸福な食卓" Romaji: Hedonisuto no Koufuku na Shokutaku English: The Hedonist's Happy Dinner Table | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| March 22, 2017 | |||
| Singer | |||
| GUMI | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Views | |||
| 510,000+ (NN), 3,000,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"21g of proof, in order to satisfy one’s own pleasure" - Producer's comment |
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Lyrics
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 大してこの世界に望みなど無くて | taishite kono sekai ni nozomi nado nakute | I haven’t many desires or the like in this world |
| 愛して、そんな声は裏蓋が打ち落とした | aishite, sonna koe wa urafuta ga uchiotoshita | “Love me”, such a voice was knocked down by the back cover |
| フロイデ、薄らいでく 表も裏も | furoide, usuraideku omote mo ura mo | Oh Freud,[1] both my exterior and interior are growing thin |
| そうしてこの想いは移ろぎ、昇っていく | soushite kono omoi wa utsurogi, nobotte iku | And in doing so, my thoughts shift, and rise |
| 足の裏はテーブルから離れてく | ashi no ura wa teeburu kara hanareteku | The soles of my feet leave the table, |
| 新たな世界へと | arata na sekai e to | And towards a new world, |
| 堕ちた | ochita | I fell |
| 快楽の果て 開幕 夜明け | kairaku no hate kaimaku yoake | At the end of pleasure, the curtain of dawn falls |
| 高まる心拍 急降下 | takamaru shinpaku kyuukouka | My accelerating heart rate takes a nosedive |
| 明滅の眼で軽蔑を見つめ | meimetsu no me de keibetsu o mitsume | With flickering eyes, I stare hard at the scorn[2] |
| 薄ら笑み浮かべたよ | usuraemi ukabeta yo | And a faint smile surfaced |
| 混濁の中、承諾を経て |
kondaku no naka, shoudaku o hete sanagi wa kaeru | Amidst the chaos, a chrysalis hatches through consent |
| 戯曲は今、さんざめく | gikyoku wa ima, sanzameku | The play is now boisterously noisy |
| 満たされぬ | mitasarenu | I'm unsatisfied |
| なんで、この世界で意識があるのか | nande, kono sekai de ishiki ga aru no ka | Why am I conscious in this world? |
| 解した この心は舟に乗ったはずなのに | kaishita kono kokoro wa fune ni notta hazu nano ni | If I interpret this right, my soul should have been on a boat |
| フロイト、心はまだ此処にありますよ | furoito, kokoro wa mada koko ni arimasu yo | Oh Froyd, my soul is still right here |
| 廃した計画たち 果てから見つめていた | haishita keikakutachi hate kara mitsumete ita | I watched my discontinued plans from the end |
| 冷えた朝は水溜りを晒して | hieta asa wa mizutamari o sarashite | The chilly morning exposes puddles of water, |
| 全てを暴き出す | subete o abakidasu | Bringing everything to light |
| 醒めた | sameta | I awoke |
| 泡沫な夢 崩落 背後で | houmatsu na yume houraku haigo de | My transient dream collapsed behind me |
| リアルがニヒリズムを語る | riaru ga nihirizumu o kataru | While the real world speaks of nihilism |
| 鮮烈な絵と善人はきっと | senretsu na e to zennin wa kitto | Powerful pictures and virtuous people |
| bubetsu o komete iu yo | Will surely speak of it with disdain | |
| 蒙昧な眼と盲目な眼に | moumai na me to moumoku na me ni | Wings spread in the eyes |
| 羽を広げる | hane o hirogeru | Of the ignorant and the blind |
| 烏はただ、泣き喚き、哭き喚く | karasu wa tada, nakiwameki, nakiwameku | The crows simply weep and wail |
| 煩わしいな | wazurawashii na | How annoying |
| 満更でもない表情で観測を続けていた | manzara demo nai hyoujou de kansoku o tsuzukete ita | With an expression not as dissatisfied as it would seem, I continued to observe |
| 止まないチャイム、放たれた帳と | yamanai chaimu, hanatareta tobari to | The incessant ringing of the doorbell, the loosened curtains |
| 食べきれずに残したパンケーキ | tabekirezu ni nokoshita pankeeki | And that half-eaten leftover pancake |
| 苦悶に歪む肖像画 | kumon ni yugamu shouzouga | The portrait that was twisted in anguish |
| 鏡を見てるようだった | kagami o miteru you datta | Was as if I were looking into a mirror |
| だのに、なのに、どうして | da no ni, nano ni, doushite | Yet, in spite of that, I wonder why |
| 口の端は釣り上がるのだろう？ | kuchi no haji wa tsuriagaru no darou? | The corners of my mouth lifted? |
| 刹那、ざわめいた | setsuna, zawameita | At that moment, it was all astir |
| 望まれない生は |
nozomarenai sei wa gai o kuratteta | This life that couldn’t find desire ate[3] its body |
| 愛されない生は問いを続けた | aisarenai sei wa toi o tsuzuketa | This life that couldn’t be loved continued to question |
| 痛覚さえも、 |
tsuukaku sae mo, juurin sae mo, | Even my sense of pain, defilement, |
| 性罰さえも、醜悪さえも、 | seibatsu sae mo, shuuaku sae mo, | Accursed nature, and ugliness |
| 愛おしくて | itooshikute | Are all precious |
| 快楽の果て 快楽を得て | kairaku no hate kairaku o ete | At the end of pleasure, I attain pleasure |
| 初めて私は人となる | hajimete watashi wa hito to naru | And become human for the first time |
| 快楽の果て 快楽を以って | kairaku no hate kairaku o motte | At the end of pleasure, by means of pleasure |
| 皆さまを迎えるよ | minasama o mukaeru yo | I’ll welcome everyone |
| 快楽の果て 快楽の、はて？ | kairaku no hate kairaku no, hate? | At the end of pleasure, at pleasure’s–oh my? |
| 何故泣いてるの？ | naze naiteru no? | Why are you crying?[4] |
| 望みは今、叶えられ、噛み締めて | nozomi wa ima, kanaerare, kamishimete | My wishes can now be fulfilled, but when I think it through, |
| 満たされたのに | mitasareta noni | I have already been satisfied, and yet… |
English translation by Shiopaca
Translation Notes
- ↑ Sigmund Freud, a neurologist that founded psychoanalysis and, specific to this song, the life (libido) and death drives. Freud can also be spelt as Froyd.
- ↑ Scorn/contempt (that was directed at me)
- ↑ ‘Ate’ here can also mean as in ‘received’, (e.g. He ate a punch to the face)
- ↑ It would normally be interpreted as “Why am I crying?” but here I referred to the PV, which seemed to have a different person crying.
Discography
This song was featured on the following albums:
External Links
Unofficial
- Hatsune Miku Wiki
- VocaDB
- Shiopaca - Translation source