ブラインド・エゴイスト (Blind Egoist)

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Song title
"ブラインド・エゴイスト" Romaji: Buraindo Egoisuto English: Blind Egoist
Original Upload Date
October 9, 2019
Singer
Kagamine Len
Producer(s)
TaKU.K (music, lyrics) Kusuriya (illustration, movie)
Views
69,000+ (NN), 260,000 (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description "The incineration of 21g – that’s the finest ‘love’ that bundled up the offerings"

Lyrics

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The following translation was made by Releska, and may only be used in accordance with the restrictions stated on his blog.

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Japanese	Romaji	English
芽吹いて零れた瑣末な火種は	mebuite koboreta samatsu na hidane wa	The trifling sparks that budded and spilled forth
年月を貪り、大きく燃え広がっていく	toshitsuki o musabori, ookiku moehirogatte iku	indulged for months and years before burning grandly and spreading out.
愛情が注がれていく 少しずつ肥えていく	aijou ga sosogarete iku sukoshizutsu koete iku	I’m filled with love and I swell, little by little.
満たされて、浸されて、募っていく	mitasarete, hitasarete, tsunotte iku	I’m satisfied, immersed, and my feelings grow stronger.
生まれた意味を授けた	umareta imi o sazuketa	I was granted a reason for being born.
貴女に焦がれ、焦がされる	anata ni kogare, kogasareru	I yearn for youand am burned by you.
宝の花飾りも、色褪せたフィルムも、	takara no hanakazari mo, iroaseta firumu mo,	My treasured floral ornament, and this faded film
燃やされて、塗り潰され、灰となる	moyasarete, nuritsubusare, hai to naru	are burned, painted over, and become ash.
最期にこの眼で見た笑顔は	saigo ni kono me de mita egao wa	The face I saw in the end
涙と狂気に塗れてた	namida to kyouki ni mamireteta	was covered in tears and madness.
なんて悲劇を抱えたまま	nante higeki o kakaeta mama	While embracing such tragedy,
壊れ、崩れ、果ててゆくのでしょう	koware, kuzure, hatete yuku no deshou	Perhaps I will break, crumble away, and reach my end.
さあ、憐れみと慰みの此の祈り	saa, awaremi to nagusami no kono inori	Now, shall I offer up my pity and amusement
捧げましょう	sasagemashou	and my prayers?
肺を焼き尽くしたこの痛みも、	hai o yakitsukushita kono itami mo,	The pain that burned my lungs,
オルゴールが刻む子守唄も、	orugooru ga kizamu komoriuta mo,	The lullaby played by the music box,
過ちすら、私を象る全てなの	ayamachi sura, watashi o katadoru subete nano	and even my mistakes form everything imitating me.
周りの誰もが貴女を責めても、	mawari no dare mo ga anata o semete mo,	Though everyone around you may persecute you
罪の果てを私は受け入れるよ	tsumi no hate o watashi wa ukeireru yo	I will accept the results of your sin.
途切れ落ちた、回路	togire ochita, kairo	The circuit was interrupted and fell.
■を食み、■を舐め回し、■を咀嚼し、	■ o hami, ■ o namemawashi, ■ o soshaku shi,	I eat ■, I lick ■, I chew ■.
■を貪り、■を呑み込み、■を摂り込んでいく	■ o musabori, ■ o nomekomi, ■ o torikonde iku	I crave ■, I swallow ■, I take ■.
■を奪い摂り、■を掠め摂り、■を刈り摂り、■を剥ぎ摂り、	■ o ubaitori, ■ o kasumetori, ■ o karitori, ■ o hagitori,	I steal ■, I plunder ■, I cut ■, I peel ■.
■を毟り摂り、■を搾り摂り、■を排泄した	■ o mushiritori, ■ o shiboritori, ■ o haisetsu shita	I pluck at ■, I squeeze ■, and I excreted ■.
惨状と虚ろな光景 黒く歪な情景	sanjou to utsuro na koukei kuroku ibitsu na joukei	This disastrous and empty scene is a dark, twisted sight.
目が覚めて、熱は冷め、鼓動は失く	me ga samete, netsu wa same, kodou wa naku	I wake, my fever subsides, and I have no heartbeat.
吐き気すら感じることが出来ない	hakike sura kanjiru koto ga dekinai	I can’t even feel like vomiting.
燃殻を眺めてた	moegara o nagameteta	I looked at the embers.
神がこの世にいるのなら、	kami ga kono yo ni iru no nara,	If God is in this world,
どうしてこんな罰を私に与えたの？	doushite konna batsu o watashi ni ataeta no?	Why did they bestow this sin upon me?
ただ、夢見てた、焦がれてた、	tada, yumemiteta, kogareteta,	I just, dreamed, and yearned.
愛してた、だけなのに	aishiteta, dake nano ni	I was only, in love.
そっと貴女だった髪と肌に	sotto anata datta kami to hada ni	I wonder if I won’t even be able to softly touch
触れることすら叶わないのかな	fureru koto sura kanawanai no kana	your hair and skin, which were once you.
覚めない温度 置き去りにされたこの心	samenai ondo okizari ni sareta kono kokoro	I remain cold. My heart was left behind.
傍で打ち捨てられた	katawara de uchisuterareta	I was abandoned by your side.
二つの残骸には興味も示せないよ	futatsu no zangai ni wa kyoumi mo shimesenai yo	I can’t show the slightest interest in the two ruins.
貴女しか見えない	anata shika mienai	All I can see is you.
罠を張った蜘蛛は	wana o hatta kumo wa	The spider that spun a trap
少しずつ二羽の蝶の羽根を噛み潰す	sukoshizutsu ni wa no chou no hane o kamitsubusu	gradually chews up the wings of two butterflies.
気づかれないように時間を掛けて喰らった	kizukarenai you ni jikan o kakete kuratta	It took its time to eat so it wouldn’t be noticed.
毒を以て最後の仕上げに心を磨り潰す	doku o motte saigo no shiage ni kokoro o suritsubusu	Like poison, it finished up by pulverising their hearts.
汚れを残さず剥いで綺麗な私の完成	yogore o nokosazu haide kirei na watashi no kansei	Tearing things off, leaving no impurities behind, was my neat completion.
貴女と二人きりだね	anata to futarikiri da ne	You and I are alone together.
それだけが望みだったのに	sore dake ga nozomi datta no ni	That was all I wished for
この手に残ったのは意思だけ	kono te ni nokotta no wa ishi dake	but only my intention was left in my hands.
でも気づいたの	demo kizuita no	Still, I realised it.
貴女の中で綺麗なまま私は生きていける	anata no naka de kirei na mama watashi wa ikite ikeru	I can continue to live inside you, clean like I am now.
冷めない夢の中心で	samenai yume no chuushin de	In a dream I can’t awaken from,
熱を帯びた想いが届いたんだ	netsu o obita omoi ga todoita nda	I feverishly want my feelings to reach you.
零れてゆく身体を見つめ	koborete yuku karada o mitsume	I look at my body spilling over
ささやかな「アイ」を捧ぐ	sasayaka na "ai" o sasagu	and offer up my meager ‘love.’
燻ることを忘れた成れの果ては	iburu koto o wasureta nare no hate wa	At the ruin of what I one was, having forgotten how to smoulder,
籠の中、虚ろな夢を焚き続けている	kago no naka, utsuro na yume o takitsuzukete iru	I continue to kindle an empty dream in my cage.

English translation by Releska

Discography

This song was featured on the following albums:

• 189g (album)

External Links

• Dropbox - Lyrics, instrumental

Unofficial

• VocaDB
• Hatsune Miku Wiki
• Releska - Translation source