
Song title
"フィクサー" Romaji: Fikusaa English: Fixer
Original Upload Date
March 22, 2017
Singer
flower
Producer(s)
nuyuri (music, lyrics) Ozaki (illustration) Nakamura Ryouma (mastering)
Views
4,100,000+ (NN), 23,000,000+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description

Japanese	Romaji	English
今日までの記憶の全部を消してしまう時まで眠れない	kyou made no kioku no zenbu o keshite shimau toki made nemurenai	Until I erase my memories of everything until today, I won’t be able to sleep
あしたから生きていく自分の身代わりが欲しくて堪らない	ashita kara ikite iku jibun no migawari ga hoshikute tamaranai	I just can’t help but wish that someone would take my place living this life from tomorrow on
大丈夫と言わせて後から君のせいにさせてはくれないか	daijoubu to iwasete ato kara kimi no sei ni sasete wa kurenai ka	Let me say it’ll be okay, and after that, won’t you let me pin the blame on you?
今更意味ないから後から君のせいにさせてはくれないか	imasara imi nai kara ato kara kimi no sei ni sasete wa kurenai ka	It doesn’t matter at this point, so, after that, won’t you let me pin the blame on you?

出来ない約束を	dekinai yakusoku o	For all the promises I can't keep
とうとうと溢れる一言一言ばかりに脳を奪われるくらい	toutou to afureru hitokoto hitokoto bakari ni nou o ubawareru kurai	It’s to the point where, all because those few words, few words are finally overflowing, my mind has been stolen from me,
意味を成せない何も出来ない	imi o nasenai nani mo dekinai	How I can't make sense of things, how I can’t do anything at all
見えない逃げたい飛びたいやめたい逸らせない	mienai nigetai tobitai yametai sorasenai	I can’t see, I want to leave, I want to flee, I want to stop, I can’t avoid it

だから	dakara	So,
沈め	shizume	Sink me
沈め	shizume	Sink me
這い上がれないほどまで	hai agarenai hodo made	Until I can no longer crawl my way back up
飽きるまで	akiru made	Until I'm sick of it all
落とせ	otose	Let me fall
落とせ	otose	Let me fall
救い垂らす時まで	sukui tarasu toki made	Until you dangle salvation before me

嘘味の粒々を喉から締め出した悲鳴ごと嚙み砕く	uso aji no tsubutsubu o nodo kara shimedashita himei goto kamikudaku	I bite them all to bits, every single scream locked up inside my throat, tasting every single grain of lies
笑顔が下手なばっかで知ったような口ぶりに沿ってやり過ごす	egao ga hetana bakka de shitta you na kuchiburi ni sotte yarisugosu	With this shoddy excuse for a smile, I let time fly by, acting as if I know what I’m talking about
なりたくなかった	naritaku nakatta	I never wanted to end up like this

今日役立つ眠たい眠たい理想で救われることを待つ	kyou yakudatsu nemutai nemutai risou de sukuwareru koto o matsu	I wait for those sleepy, sleepy ideals of being useful today to come save me
一番目は「い」の口で言う	ichibanme wa "i" no kuchi de iu	The first thing I say with my lips stretched wide,
力強く固く痛く噛み締めて	chikara tsuyoku kataku itaku kamishimete	Powerfully, stiffly, painfully biting my lip...

死んでしまえしまえ	shinde shimae shimae	Drop dead on the floor, on the floor
この先も過去も知らず嫌いなら	kono saki mo kako mo shirazu kirai nara	Without a care for the future or the past. If you hate me,
壊せ	kowase	Break me
壊せ	kowase	Break me
どうせなら加害者になればいい	douse nara kagaisha ni nareba ii	If that's how it's going to be, you can be the one who does it

食べきれない苛立ちも何も生まない悲しみも	tabekirenai iradachi mo nani mo umanai kanashimi mo	Before I wearily spit out this more-than-I-can-stomach frustration
味気なくて吐き出す前に	ajikenakute hakidasu mae ni	and this barren sadness,
もう	mou	Come on
もう	mou	Come on
次を歌え	tsugi o utae	It's your turn to sing

どうせなら	douse nara	If that's how it's going to be,
踊り踊れ	odori odore	Dance a dance
灰色になり切る前に打ち鳴らせ	haiiro ni narikiru mae ni uchi narase	Before it all goes gray, make some noise
変われ変われ	kaware kaware	Change, change
眠り落ちる時まで	nemuri ochiru toki made	Until you fall into dreamland

どうせなら	douse nara	If that's how it's going to be,
奪え奪え	ubae ubae	Steal it, steal it
飼い慣らした嘘暴いて	kainarashita uso abaite	Dig up these tamed lies for all to see
煮え滾る頭に過ぎった虚像を見ていた	nietagiru atama ni yogitta kyozou o mite ita	I was looking at the false image that flashed through my boiling mind
自分を見ていた	jibun o mite ita	I was looking at myself

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