バラバラココロ (Barabara Kokoro)


Song title
"バラバラココロ" Romaji: Barabara Kokoro Official English: Scattered Heart
Original Upload Date
February 23, 2018
Singer
flower
Producer(s)
Kairiki Bear (music, lyrics) Nou (illustration)
Views
740,000+ (NN), 3,300,000+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description "It's goodbye."

Lyrics

Japanese	Romaji	English
スッカラカン　部屋の隅　突っ立って	sukkarakan heya no sumi tsuttatte	Completely empty,　in the corner of the room,　just standing around,
有害な夢描いて　1234(ワンツーさんし)	yuugai na yume egaite wan tsuu san shi	I picture my hazardous dreams　1234
将来性　ひとかけら　頂戴な	shouraisei hito kakera choudai na	Give me a piece of those future prospects
円満DAY　そんな未来　望んでました	enman DAY sonna mirai nozondemashita	A peaceful DAY　Such a future as that　is what I had wished for

スッカラカン　HP(ライフ)もドンドン減ってって	sukkarakan raifu mo dondon hettette	It’s completely empty　Even my HP is quickly dropping down to zero, see?
くだらない生き様を　1234	kudaranai ikisama o wan tsuu san shi	What a worthless way to live　1234
求愛性　まくり腕　引っ掻いて	kyuuaisei makuri ude hikkaite	Having been wooed,　these arms in rolled-up sleeves claw at themselves,
存在感　恋焦がれ　2234	sonzaikan koikogare ni ni san shi	Pining for a certain someone's presence　2234

ココロこの頃	kokoro kono koro	As for my heart, these days
コロシテ真っ平ら	koroshite mattaira	I kill it and flatten it out completely
笑顔の【笑】(え)の字も忘れ去って冷帯	egao no e no ji mo wasuresatte reitai	This cold belt of space has forgotten all about even the “smiling” part of a smiling face

感情　殲滅　エッサホイサ	kanjou senmetsu essahoisa	Emotion　Annhilation　Heave-ho!
ほら這いつくばって『シアワセ』求めて	hora haitsukubatte “shiawase” motomete	Now, grovel on your hands and knees and pray for HAPPINESS
心情　鮮烈　エッサホイサ	shinjou senretsu essahoisa	Sentiment　Vividness　Heave-ho!
ほら　バラバラ　見失った整合性	hora barabara miushinatta seigousei	See,　it's been scattered,　the consistency I had lost sight of

大大大大　大キライです	dai dai dai dai daikirai desu	I really, really, really, really,　really hate this
綺麗事だらけの人人人(じんじんじん)	kireigoto darake no jin jin jin	These lip service-spouting people people people
ララララ　さよなラです	rararara sayonara desu	Lalalala　This is goodbye
スッカラカン　『　　　　』(くうはく)だけの人生	sukkarakan kuuhaku dake no jinsei	It’s completely empty,　this “ ”-only life

アッケラカン　部屋の中心　吊ったって	akkerakan heya no chuushin tsuttatte	Quite indifferent,　at the center of the room,　even if strung up
生命線　大事できっと　1234	seimeisen daijide kitto wan tsuu san shi	It’s a life-or-death kind of thing　Surely it’s important　1234
消耗性　がっつり充電　減ってって	shoumousei 　gattsuri juuden hettette	It's been drained　I'm using all my power to charge it up　It's diminishing, see?
デイバイデイ　ゆったりじっと　任意惨死(2234?)	deibaidei yuttari jitto ni ni san shi	Day by day,　relaxedly, patiently　It’s a voluntary, tragic death

ドロドロココロ	dorodoro kokoro	A dirtied heart
どの事を吐露	donokoto o toro	I speak out about whatever it is
轟く怒濤	todoroku dotou	The roaring, surging waves
トロケル妥当	torokeru datou	This melting properness
ヘドロの路頭	hedoro no rotou	A roadside of sludge
怒号で渡航	dogou de tokou	A voyage with an angry roar
嗚呼　もう　病めにしましょう	aa mou yame ni shimashou	Alas,　now　let us fall ill^[1]

感情　殲滅　エッサホイサ	kanjou senmetsu essahoisa	Emotion　Annhilation　Heave-ho!
ほら地べた這って『コウフク』求めて	hora jibeta hatte “koufuku” motomete	Now, crawl on the dirt below and pray for JOY
惨状　連結　エッサホイサ	sanjou renketsu essahoisa	Horrid scenes　Connections　Heave-ho!
ほら　真っ赤に腫れた心臓　ぎゅっとして	hora makka ni hareta shinzou gyutto shite	Now,　my bright red, inflamed heart^[2]　contracts

大大大大　大キライです	dai dai dai dai daikirai desu	I really, really, really, really,　really hate this
御行儀良く振る舞う人人人(じんじんじん)	ogyougi yoku furumau jin jin jin	Such well-behaved people people people
ララララ　前かラです	rararara mae kara desu	Lalalala　Just as from before
停滞感　息も出来ない	teitaikan iki mo dekinai	Feeling stagnated,　I can’t even breathe

「こっちの水は甘いな」って	"kocchi no mizu wa amai na" tte	^[3]“Over here, the water is sweet,'
勝手だねって模範生	katte da ne tte mohansei	That's pretty selfish to say, isn't it?” says the model student
「どっちの水も苦いな」って	"docchi no mizu mo nigai na" tte	“Anywhere, the water is bitter,’
言ってたねって劣等生	itteta ne tte rettousei	That's what you were saying, right?” says the bad student

群青清潔　無いさ無いさ	gunjou seiketsu nai sa nai sa	This ultramarine cleanliness　doesn’t exist, doesn’t exist
相も変わらず　トモダチごっこです	ai mo kawarazu tomodachi gokko desu	As per usual,　we’re pretending to be friends
戦場献血　痛がりさ	senjou kenketsu itagari sa	Battlefield blood donation　Complaining about being in pain
トロトロトロに零れた脳回路	torotoro toro ni koboreta nou kairo	Our cerebral circuits have sti-stickily overflowed

感情　殲滅　エッサホイサ	kanjou senmetsu essahoisa	Emotion　Annhiliation　Heave-ho!
ほら這いつくばって『死合わせ』もう止めて	hora haitsukubatte “shiawase” mou tomete	Now, grovel on your hands and knees and come prevent the sweet release of death^[4]
MISSION　全滅　エッサホイサ	MISSION zenmetsu essahoisa	MISSION　Desolation　Heave-ho!
ほら　真っ赤に晴れた太陽から逃避	hora makka ni hareta taiyou kara touhi	Now,　let’s escape from the sun that shined a bright red

大大大大　大好きなんです	dai dai dai dai daisuki nan desu	I really, really, really, really,　really love it here
アイソワライの裏で傷ジンジン	aisowarai no ura de kizu jin jin	The wounds behind this fake smile have gone numb
ララララ　来世は結構です	rararara raise wa kekkou desu	Lalalala　The afterlife is quite nice
スッカラカン　『　　　　』(くうはく)だけの人生	sukkarakan kuuhaku dake no jinsei	It’s completely empty,　this “ ”-only life
スッカラカン　バラバラココロ	sukkarakan barabara kokoro	It’s completely empty,　this scattered heart

English translation by MML!opinions!Fun!Chocolate!

Translation Notes

↑ This is likely a pun on 止めにしましょう, "let us put an end to this."
↑ 心臓 means heart as in the organ, while ココロ means heart as in, say, a broken heart (so more like one's mind or soul).
↑ These lines are a reference to the children's song ほたるこい.
↑ This was my way of getting across that this is a death-related pun on シアワセ, "happiness."

Discography

This song was featured in the following albums:

External Links

piapro - Karaoke
piapro - Lyrics

Unofficial

[1] This is likely a pun on 止めにしましょう, "let us put an end to this."

[2] 心臓 means heart as in the organ, while ココロ means heart as in, say, a broken heart (so more like one's mind or soul).

[3] These lines are a reference to the children's song ほたるこい.

[4] This was my way of getting across that this is a death-related pun on シアワセ, "happiness."

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