ジェヘナ (Gehenna)

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Song title
"ジェヘナ" Romaji: Jehena Official English: Gehenna
Original Upload Date
August 9, 2019
Singer
Hatsune Miku
Producer(s)
wotaku (music, lyrics, video) Higashi no Sora Made Ai ni Kite (illustration) ANGL (tuning) Dossi (piano) Sakana (mixing) WARNER MUSIC MASTERING (mastering)
Views
4,900,000+ (NN), 23,000,000+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description

Alternate Versions

25-ji, Nightcord de. × Hatsune Miku ver.

Upload date: November 21, 2023

Featuring: Shinonome Ena, Akiyama Mizuki, and Hatsune Miku

Producer(s): wotaku (music, lyrics), Higashi no Sora Made Ai ni Kite (illustration), Miyazawa sora (video)

YT

KAITO's ver.

Upload date: February 14, 2025 (album release date)

Featuring: KAITO

Producer(s): wotaku (music, lyrics)

YT (auto-gen)

Lyrics

Japanese	Romaji	Official English
なあ　元気？　調子はどうだい？	naa genki? choushi wa dou dai?	Hey, how are you? How's it going?
ああ　もうね　そういうの辞めたんだ	aa mou ne sou iu no yametan da	Yeah, well, I've quit doing that kind of thing already
うん　なんか　もう回復の見込みは無いそうなんだ	un nanka mou kaifuku no mikomi wa nai sou nanda	Yeah, well, it seems like there's no prospect of recovery anymore
何も聞かないでくれ	nani mo kikanaide kure	Don't ask me anything

後悔　値踏み　談笑会	koukai nebumi danshoukai	Regret, estimation, a friendly talk
介護　悦　共有もサレンダーだ	kaigo etsu kyouyuu mo sarendaa da	Caregiving, joy, sharing? I surrender them all
はい　そうです　正真正銘　僕のせいだった	hai sou desu shoushinshoumei boku no sei datta	Yes, that's right, it was 100% my fault
よくある話	yoku aru hanashi	The typical story

単純明快をモノにしたくて	tanjunmeikai o mono ni shitakute	I wanted to realize the plain and simple
斯くあるべきという理想を殺して	kaku arubeki to iu risou o koroshite	and kill the ideal of what things are supposed to be
もう散々だって逃げる勇気も無い	mou sanzan datte nigeru yuuki mo nai	I've had enough. I don't have the courage to leave
はやく　もっと　堕ちて	hayaku motto ochite	Hurry, fall, deeper

「生きていたいよ」	"ikite itai yo"	"I want to stay alive"
毎夜　喉を塞ぐ透明の概要	maiyo nodo o fusagu toumei no gaiyou	Every night, a transparent summary suffocates my throat
肺を蝕む実在も	hai o mushibamu jitsuzai mo	This reality that caves in my lungs,
理不尽も　孤独も　恨まなくていい	rifujin mo kodoku mo uramanakute ii	Irrationality and loneliness, you don't have to hate them
それら全て意味は無いんだ	sorera subete imi wa nain da	They all mean nothing
僕らは生きるしかないんだ	bokura wa ikiru shikanain da	We have to live

おい　お前　そっちはどうだい？	oi omae socchi wa dou dai?	Hey you, how are things?
ああ　まだ　そんなことやってんだ	aa mada sonna koto yatten da	Oh, you're still doing that
そういや　付き合ってた子とはどうなったんだ？	sou iya tsukiatteta ko to wa dou nattan da?	By the way, what happened to the one you were dating?
何も言わないでくれ	nani mo iwanaide kure	Don't say anything more

将来　妬み　敗北感	shourai netami haibokukan	The future, jealousy, the sense of failure
ワイヤレス　首も吊れないな	waiyaresu kubi mo tsurenai na	Wireless, I can't even hang myself
はい　恐悦　大変　身に染みるお話でした	hai kyouetsu taihen mi ni shimiru ohanashi deshita	Yes, delightful, what a terribly profound story
満たされたかい？	mitasareta kai?	Are you satisfied now?

真っ黒く濁って割れた心を	makkuroku nigotte wareta kokoro o	A pitch dark, clouded and broken heart
アルコールで消毒して眠る	arukooru de shoudoku shite nemuru	I disinfect it with alcohol to sleep
もう暗澹たる大河の水になって	mou antan taru taiga no mizu ni natte	I become the gloomy water of the big ocean
もっと　もっと　もっと　もっと　堕ちて	motto motto motto motto ochite	Falling deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper

「生きていたいよ」	"ikite itai yo"	"I want to stay alive"
毎夜　喉を掴む空気も未来も	maiyo nodo o tsukamu kuuki mo mirai mo	Every night, the air and the future grab my throat
内臓を騙る肉塊も	naizou o kataru nikukai mo	These lumps of flesh masquerading as organs,
幸せも　宇宙も　疑わなくていい	shiawase mo uchuu mo utagawanakute ii	Happiness, the universe, you don't have to be skeptical about any of them
それら全て変わらないんだ	sorera subete kawaranain da	They don't change
僕らは知らなくていいんだ	bokura wa shiranakute iin da	We don't have to know

「生きていたいよ」	"ikite itai yo"	"I want to stay alive"
なんでか分からないけど「生きていたいよ」	nande ka wakaranai kedo "ikite itai yo"	I don't know why, but "I want to stay alive"
DNAという聖書	DNA to iu seisho	It's this Bible called DNA
本能も恐怖も恨まなくていい	honnou mo kyoufu mo uramanakute ii	You don't have to hate on your instinct and fears
どうせ何も変わらないんだ	douse nani mo kawaranain da	Nothing will ever change, anyway

「生きていたいよ」	"ikite itai yo"	"I want to stay alive"
なんの希望も無いけど「生きていたいよ」	nan no kibou mo nai kedo "ikite itai yo"	There's no hope ahead, but "I want to stay alive"
本能は赤く脈打つの	honnou wa akaku myakuutsu no	My instinct thumps in red
「生きていたいよ」「生きてたくないよ」	"ikite itai yo" "ikitetakunai yo"	"I want to stay alive," "I don't want to stay alive"
本当に残念だけど	hontou ni zannen dakedo	It's so unfortunate
僕らは生きるしかないんだ	bokura wa ikiru shikanain da	But we have to live

騙してごめんよ	damashite gomen yo	I'm sorry I deceived you
言えなくてごめんよ	ienakute gomen yo	I'm sorry I couldn't tell you
そして本当に悲しいけれど	soshite hontou ni kanashii keredo	And this is so sad
苦しみだけが絆なんだ	kurushimi dake ga kizuna nanda	But suffering is our only bond