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Shinitai-chan
Song title
"シニタイちゃん"
Romaji: Shinitai-chan
English: Miss Wanna-Die
Original Upload Date
May.26.2014
Singer
IA
Producer(s)
Switch (music, lyrics)
Ta*LuT+ (movie)
Tsukino (illust)
Amegorou (character design)
Views
170,000+
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast (reprint)


LyricsEdit

Japanese Romaji English
目が覚めた場所には 白い壁 保健室 Me ga sameta basho ni wa shiroi kabe hokenshitsu Upon regaining consciousness, I was surrounded by four white walls. I was in the school infirmary.
屋上に行った記憶は 途中で 思い出せない Okujou ni itta kioku wa tochuu de omoidasenai I can only recall halfway through my memory of going to the rooftop.

手を伸ばす君が 居る 届かない Te o nobasu kimi ga iru todokanai When I stretch out my hand, you’re right there, but I can’t reach you.
どこまでも伸びてくこの腕でもまだ Dokomade mo nobiteku kono ude demo mada Even with these arms that can grow at will,
あのコを越せなくて Ano ko o kosenakute I still can’t surpass that girl.

あぁ 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai Aah, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna die,
君が 止めて くれる か ら Kimi ga tomete kureru ka ra because you’re kind enough to stop me.
いくつ キズを 重ねてもまだ 足りない 足りない (足りない) Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) No matter how many times I wound myself, it’s still not enough, not enough (not enough).

あぁ 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai Aah, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna die,
泣かせ たくない 人が居るから Nakase takunai hito ga iru kara because I don’t wanna make a certain someone cry.
いくつ キズを 重ねてもまだ 足りない 足りない (足りない) Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) No matter how many times I wound myself, it’s still not enough, not enough (not enough).

ひとりぼおち 隠す 君の カケラ Hitoriboochi kakusu kimi no kakera I’m hiding the pieces of you, all by myself.
アソビが過ぎたみたい 鏡に映った Asobi ga sugita mitai kagami ni utsutta Looks like I’ve gone a little too far. In the mirror
赤い 瞳で微笑む 姿 Akai hitomi de hohoemu sugata is my own reflection, smiling with red eyes.

ね、生きたい 生きたい ホントの気持ち Ne, ikitai ikitai honto no kimochi You know, I actually wanna live. I wanna live.
届か ないま ま消えたくない Todokanai mama kietakunai I don’t wanna be gone from this world while still unable to tell you how I feel.
頭上のベニテングは覚えてる Zujou no benitengu wa oboeteru The poison mushrooms on the top of my head remember
君がどこに Kimi ga doko ni where you are.

あぁ 死にたい 死にたい でも死にたくない Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai Aah, I wanna die, I wanna die, but I don’t wanna die,
君が 止めて くれるはずだから Kimi ga tomete kureru hazu dakara because I’m sure you’d be kind enough to stop me.
何度 記憶  を消してもまだ 足りない 足りない (足りない) Nando kioku o keshite mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) No matter how many memories I try to erase, it’s still not enough, not enough (not enough).

あぁ 死にたい 死にたい 死にたい Aa shinitai shinitai shinitai Aah, I wanna die, I wanna die, I wanna die,
でももう 死ねない 君がここに 居てくれるからもう寂しくない Demo mou shinenai kimi ga koko ni ite kureru kara mou sabishikunai but I can’t die anymore. I’m not lonely anymore, since you’re here with me.

らーらーら ららら ららら ららら Raaraara rarara rarara rarara La~la~la~ lalala lalala lalala
消えない 痛み 消える 記憶 また 繰り返して 増える傷 Kienai itami kieru kioku mata kurikaeshite fueru kizu In-erasable pains; erasable memories—the cycle repeats itself, while my wounds go on increasing.

English Translation by Hazuki no Yume

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