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| Song title | |||
| "エム" Romaji: Emu Official English: M | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| February 9, 2025 | |||
| Singer | |||
| KAFU | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Views | |||
| 22,000+ (NN), 100,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
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Lyrics[]
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| どうしても僕は僕を愛せずに | doushite mo boku wa boku o aisezu ni | No matter what, I can't love myself, |
| いつしか残ったのはこの器だけ | itsushika nokotta no wa kono utsuwa dake | and eventually, all that remains is this vessel. |
| 咳の反響に妙に急かされて | seki no hankyou ni myou ni sekasarete | Strangely urged by the echo of my cough, |
| 余った腕ひとつ自分を | amatta ude hitotsu jibun o | I comforted myself |
| 慰めた | nagusameta | with the spare arm I had. |
| どうしたら僕は僕を愛せるか | dou shitara boku wa boku o aiseru ka | No matter what, I can't grow to love myself, |
| いつしか残ったのはこの器だけ | itsushika nokotta no wa kono utsuwa dake | and eventually, all that remains is this vessel. |
| 注いでみたってどうして満たせない | sosoide mita tte doushite mitasenai | Even if I try to fill it, I can't. |
| そのくせ溢れ出して垂れてゆく赤い糸 | sono kuse afuredashite tarete yuku akai ito | And yet, the red string overflows and drips. |
| 甘い手探りで空の心探す | amai tesaguri de kara no kokoro sagasu | With sweet, groping hands, I search for an empty heart. |
| ああなんて優しい人だろう | aa nante yasashii hito darou | Ah, what a gentle person they must be! |
| 跡が残るほど声が枯れるほど息絶えるほど | ato ga nokoru hodo koe ga kareru hodo iki taeru hodo | Until marks are left, my voice cracks, and I suffocate... |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I WANT TO BE TORN APART!!! |
| 一人じゃなくて一つのものとして答えも聞かず | hitori ja nakute hitotsu no mono to shite kotae mo kikazu | Not as a person, but as an object, without being provided any answers, |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I WANT TO BE TORN APART!!! |
| 言えないくせに望んでしまうよ本当はあなたに | ienai kuse ni nozonde shimau yo hontou wa anata ni | Though I can’t say it, I truly wish for it... The truth is, |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I WANT TO BE TORN APART!!! |
| ああもうぜんぶ | aa mou zenbu | Ah, everything... |
| 気持ちよくって苦しくなって愛しくなって | kimochi yoku tte kurushiku natte itoshiku natte | It feels so good, but it's getting painful. It's feeling so lovely. |
| ああもう | aa mou | AHHH, GOD!! |
| 狂った思想に疲労に溺れたい | kurutta shisou ni hirou ni oboretai | I want to drown in maddened thoughts and exhaustion. |
| 注いでみたってどうせ満たせない | sosoide mita tte douse mitasenai | Even if I try to pour it in, it won't be filled anyway... |
| だとしたらもうひと想いに壊れたい | da to shitara mou hito omoi ni kowaretai | If that's the case, I want to break completely into one thought. |
| なぞって溢れ出して垂れてゆく赤い糸 | nazotte afuredashite tarete yuku akai ito | Tracing it, the red string overflows and drips. |
| 浅い手探りが空の心を刺す | asai tesaguri ga kara no kokoro o sasu | Shallow groping stabs at the depressing heart. |
| ああなんて優しい人 | aa nante yasashii hito | Ah, what a gentle person! |
| 跡が残るほど声が枯れるほど息絶えるほど | ato ga nokoru hodo koe ga kareru hodo iki taeru hodo | Until marks are left, my voice cracks, and I suffocate... |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I want you to tear me apart! |
| 一人じゃなくて一つのものとして答えも聞かず | hitori ja nakute hitotsu no mono to shite kotae mo kikazu | Not as a person, but as an object, without being provided any answers, |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I want you to tear me apart! |
| 癒えない傷に薬をください本当はあなたに | ienai kizu ni kusuri o kudasai hontou wa anata ni | Please give me medicine for my unhealed wounds. The truth is, |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I want you to tear me apart! |
| ああもうぜんぶ | aa mou zenbu | Ah, everything... |
| 気持ちよくって苦しくなって愛しくなって | kimochi yoku tte kurushiku natte itoshiku natte | It feels so good, but it's getting painful. It's feeling so lovely. |
| ああもう | aa mou | AHHH, GOD!! |
| 跡が残るほど声が枯れるほど息絶えるほど | ato ga nokoru hodo koe ga kareru hodo iki taeru hodo | Until marks are left, my voice cracks, and I suffocate... |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I WANT TO BE TORN APART!!! |
| 一人じゃなくて一つのものとして答えも聞かず | hitori ja nakute hitotsu no mono to shite kotae mo kikazu | Not alone, but as one, no answers are needed! |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I WANT TO BE TORN APART!!! |
| 言えないくせに望んでしまうよ本当はあなたに | ienai kuse ni nozonde shimau yo hontou wa anata ni | Though I can’t say it, I truly wish for it... from you! |
| ぐちゃぐちゃにされたいの | guchagucha ni saretai no | I WANT TO BE TORN APART!!! |
| ああもうぜんぶ | aa mou zenbu | Ah, everything... |
| あれなんだっけもういいや | are nan dakke mou iiya | I don't know what that even was anymore... |
| ああもうぜんぶ | aa mou zenbu | Ah, everything... |
| 気持ちよくって愛しくなってこれで逝けるなら | kimochi yoku tte itoshiku natte kore de ikeru nara | Feels so good, it's feeling so lovely, if I can die like this, |
| 本望 | honmou | I'LL BE SATISFIED!! |
English translation by NOTmarkerreal
External Links[]
- Google Drive - Instrumental
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