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| Song title | |||
| "エス" Romaji: Esu English: S(adist) | |||
| Original Upload Date | |||
| September 2, 2024 | |||
| Singer | |||
| KAFU | |||
| Producer(s) | |||
| Views | |||
| 3,200+ (NN), 98,000+ (YT) | |||
| Links | |||
| Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast | |||
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Description
"I want you to end it." |
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Lyrics[]
| Japanese | Romaji | English |
| 君の瞳の中のガラスには | kimi no hitomi no naka no garasu ni wa | What on earth is the glass |
| 一体何が映っているのだろう | ittai nani ga utsutte iru no darou | Within your eyes seeing now? |
| もしもそれが僕だけじゃないなら | moshimo sore ga boku dake ja nai nara | If it's not me and me alone, |
| 僕はそれを砕いてしまいそう | boku wa sore o kudaite shimaisou | I think I'm going to grind it up. |
| どうせきっとずっとそんな顔で | douse kitto zutto sonna kao de | After all, you must have taken advantage of me |
| 甘えていたんでしょう | amaete ita ndeshou | With that sort of face for far too long, |
| 僕にとっちゃ何もかもが | boku ni toccha nanimokamo ga | Even though everything is dyed |
| 君だけで染まっているのに | kimi dake de somatte iru no ni | By you alone, as far as I'm concerned. |
| 僕の香りと君の香りを | boku no kaori to kimi no kaori o | I want you to mix my scent |
| 混ぜあってほしい | mazeatte hoshii | And your scent together. |
| 鈍い痛みと苦い何かで | nibui itami to nigai nanika de | I want you to suffer |
| 苦しんでほしい | kurushinde hoshii | From a dull pain and a bitter something. |
| ただ醜くて弱い心も | tada minikukute yowai kokoro mo | I want you to just relish |
| 味わってほしい | ajiwatte hoshii | Even my ugly and weak heart, |
| 僕のすべてを君のすべてで | boku no subete o kimi no subete de | Accepting all that I am |
| 受け止めて | uketomete | With all that you are. |
| 君の頭の中のフィルムには | kimi no atama no naka no firumu ni wa | What on earth is being etched |
| 一体何が刻まれているのだろう | ittai nani ga kizamarete iru no darou | On the film within your skull? |
| もしもそれが僕だけじゃないのなら | moshimo sore ga boku dake ja nai no nara | If it's not me and me alone, |
| 僕はそれを砕いて飲みほそう | boku wa sore o kudaite nomihosou | I think I'll grind it up and swallow it. |
| どうせきっとずっとそんな声で | douse kitto zutto sonna koe de | After all, you must have been quite satisfied |
| よがっていたんでしょう | yogatte ita ndeshou | With that sort of voice for far too long, |
| 僕にとっちゃ何もかもが | boku ni toccha nanimokamo ga | Even though everything is dyed |
| 君だけで染まっているのに | kimi dake de somatte iru no ni | By you alone, as far as I'm concerned. |
| 僕の香りと君の香りを | boku no kaori to kimi no kaori o | I want to try mixing my scent |
| 混ぜあってみたい | mazeatte mitai | And your scent together. |
| その優しさを消えぬ後悔で | sono yasashisa o kienu koukai de | I want to try tainting your kindness |
| 染めあげてみたい | someagete mitai | In unfading regret. |
| ただ醜くて弱い心も | tada minikukute yowai kokoro mo | I want to try just throwing up |
| 吐き出してみたい | hakidashite mitai | Even my ugly and weak heart, |
| 君のすべてを僕のすべてで | kimi no subete o boku no subete de | Warping all that you are |
| 歪ませて | yugamasete | With all that I am. |
| 砕けて尖った心もぜんぶ | kudakete togatta kokoro mo zenbu | All of it, from my smashed and sour heart |
| 隠しきれない咎でさえぜんぶ | kakushikirenai toga de sae zenbu | Down to the crimes I can't hope to hide |
| 今にも溢れる想いもぜんぶ | ima ni mo afureru omoi mo zenbu | And my feelings for you that overflow even now, |
| 受け止めて | uketomete | Is what you must accept. |
| よくある幸福など期待しちゃいない | yoku aru koufuku nado kitai shicha inai | I'm not expecting anything like an everyday happiness. |
| 普通だなんて僕は持ち合わせていないし | futsuu da nante boku wa mochiawasete inai shi | Normality just isn't something I have on hand. |
| 君を想う胸だけ肥大して痛い | kimi o omou mune dake hidai shite itai | Only my chest swells from my longing for you, and it aches. |
| お願い泣いていないで | onegai naite inaide | Please don't cry— |
| 笑ってほしい | waratte hoshii | I want you to smile. |
| 僕の香りと君の香りを | boku no kaori to kimi no kaori o | I want you to mix my scent |
| 混ぜあってほしい | mazeatte hoshii | And your scent together. |
| 鈍い痛みと苦い何かで | nibui itami to nigai nanika de | I want you to suffer |
| 苦しんでほしい | kurushinde hoshii | From a dull pain and a bitter something. |
| ただ醜くて弱い心も | tada minikukute yowai kokoro mo | I want you to just relish |
| 味わってほしい | ajiwatte hoshii | Even my ugly and weak heart, |
| 僕のすべてを君のすべてで | boku no subete o kimi no subete de | Accepting all that I am |
| 受け止めて | uketomete | With all that you are. |
| 僕とひとつになって | boku to hitotsu ni natte | I want you to become one with me, |
| 僕とひとつになって | boku to hitotsu ni natte | To become one with me, |
| 僕とひとつになって | boku to hitotsu ni natte | To become one with me |
| 終わってほしい | owatte hoshii | And end it. |
| 僕のひとつであって | boku no hitotsu de atte | I want you to be my one and only, |
| 僕だけのひとつであって | boku dake no hitotsu de atte | To be mine alone, my one and only— |
| 僕のひとつであって | boku no hitotsu de atte | I want you to be my one and only |
| 終わってほしい | owatte hoshii | And end it. |
| 僕と終わってほしい | boku to owatte hoshii | I want you to end it with me. |
English translation by MeaningfulUsername
External Links[]
- Google Drive - Instrumental