アディショナルメモリー (Additional Memory)

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Song title
"アディショナルメモリー" Romaji: Adishonaru Memorii Official English: Additional Memory
Original Upload Date
September 14, 2018
Singer
Hatsune Miku
Producer(s)
Jin (music, lyrics, guitar, tuning) Gushimiyagi Hideyuki (guitar) Shirakami Mashiro (bass) Yumao (drums) sidu (illustration, video)
Views
2,500,000+ (NN), 15,000,000+ (YT)
Links
Niconico Broadcast / YouTube Broadcast
Description "I didn’t want to 'still be friends'" Part of the Kagerou Project.

Lyrics

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The following translation was made by bluepenguin, and may only be used in accordance with the restrictions stated on their website.

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Japanese	Romaji	English
浮かんで　転げ落ちて	ukande korogeochite	Floating, rolling off,
出会ったエンドロール	deatta endorooru	I ran into the end credits

歪んで　変わり果てた	yugande kawarihateta	The flashing images of my future^[1]
未来の走馬灯	mirai no soumatou	Warped and changed completely

もうお終いね	mou oshimai ne	It’s over, isn’t it?
幕の切れてしまった白昼夢は	maku no kirete shimatta hakuchuumu wa	The curtain’s come down on my daydream
ただただ　虚しさ達を暈(ぼか)してみせた	tadatada munashisatachi o bokashite miseta	That was only disguising futility

思い出してしまう	omoidashite shimau	I remember, unwillingly,
夕焼ける空　滲むメロディ	yuuyakeru sora nijimu merodi	The sun setting in the sky, the blurring melody

「帰ろう　道を間違わないように」	"kaerou michi o machigawanai you ni"	“Let’s go home, so we won’t get lost”
臆病になって	okubyou ni natte	I became cowardly and clung tightly to your hand
ギュッと繋いだ手を宙に向けて	gyutto tsunaida te o chuu ni mukete	While looking vacantly into space

抱いてしまう　願ってしまう	daite shimau negatte shimau	I made the mistake of holding you,
贅沢な走馬灯	zeitaku na soumatou	of wishing; flashing images of luxury
夕凪の向こうに	yuunagi no mukou ni	Beyond the evening calm,
恋を認(したた)めて緋を灯す	koi o shitatame te hi o tomosu	I light a red light to make a note of our love

過ぎ去っていく　腐っていく	sugisatte iku kusatte iku	Disappearing, rotting
融かした本音は	tokashita honne wa	My true feelings melted
存在証明を拒んでしまったストーリー	sonzai shoumei o kobande shimatta sutoorii	In a story where proof that I lived is forbidden

「また明日」なんてさ	"mata ashita" nante sa	I didn’t want to say
言いたくなかったな	iitaku nakatta na	“see you tomorrow”
拭えない涙も	nuguenai namida mo	The tears I couldn’t wipe
言葉も　嘘　嘘	kotoba mo uso uso	and the words were lies, lies

友達なんかに	tomodachi nanka ni	I didn’t want to
なりたくなかったな	naritaku nakatta na	“still be friends”
きっと届かないよな	kitto todokanai yo na	My feelings surely won’t reach you

ごめんね大好きだよ	gomen ne daisuki da yo	I’m sorry, I love you

これが勘違いなら	kore ga kanchigai nara	If this was all a misunderstanding,
知りたくなかったな	shiritaku nakatta na	I didn’t want to know
溢れ出す涙が	afuredasu namida ga	The tears that spill over
空に吸い込まれる	sora ni suikomareru	are swallowed up by the sky

もう戻れないのに	mou modorenai noni	Though I can’t go back,
もう帰れないのに	mou kaerenai noni	though I can’t return
今更疼くんだよ	imasara uzukun da yo	Even now, it hurts

逆様になったまま	sakasama ni natta mama	I’ve been turned upside down

あぁ、落ちていく　悟っていく	aa, ochite iku satotte iku	Ah, falling, reaching understanding
散っていった走馬灯	chitte itta soumatou	The flashing images scattered
夕映えの向こう	yuubae no mukou	Beyond the evening glow,
思いを染め上げた　後悔の詩	omoi o some ageta koukai no uta	my feelings were stained by a song of regret

消さないでいて　覚えていて	kesanaide ite oboete ite	Indelible, remembered
遺した本音は	nokoshita honne wa	My remaining true feelings are
「幸せ」を拒んでしまったストーリー	"shiawase" o kobande shimatta sutoorii	A story where “happiness” is forbidden

友達なんかで	tomodachi nanka de	I didn’t want to end
終わりたくなかったな	owaritaku nakatta na	up as just friends
届かない涙が	todokanai namida ga	My tears that you don’t see
空に吸い込まれる	sora ni suikomareru	are swallowed up by the sky

これが勘違いでも	kore ga kanchigai demo	Even if this is a misunderstanding,
これが勘違いでも	kore ga kanchigai demo	even if this is a misunderstanding
ずっと言いたかったの	zutto iitakatta no	I always wanted to say

さよなら、大好きだよ	sayonara, daisuki da yo	Goodbye, I love you

English translation by bluepenguin

Translation Notes

↑ “Soumatou” refers to a revolving lantern (like this), but is also used figuratively in an expression talking about one’s life/memories flashing before one’s eyes.

Notable Derivatives

Ado's cover

Featuring: Ado

Producer(s): wac (mix), rag panda (encode)

YT

Discography

This song was featured on the following album:

メカクシティリロード (MEKAKUCITY RELOAD) (album)

External Links

piapro - Instrumental
piapro - Lyrics

Unofficial

[1] “Soumatou” refers to a revolving lantern (like this), but is also used figuratively in an expression talking about one’s life/memories flashing before one’s eyes.

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