アウトサイダー (Outsider)

Song title
"アウトサイダー" English: Outsider
Original Upload Date
Apr.6.2018
Singer
Hatsune Miku
Producer(s)
Eve (music, lyrics) Numa (arrangement) Mah (video) KaiseiP (mix) Tanahashi Nobuhito (mix)
Views
2,000,000+
Links
Niconico Broadcast
Description "Long time no see, Let's play again. I had Miku sing this song, I'm concerned people will find it worthless." Eve has also posted a self-cover

Lyrics

Japanese	Romaji	English
ねえねえ　この世界を	nee nee kono sekai o	Listen, listen; somewhere out there,
どっかでひっくり返したくて	dokka de hikkuri kaeshitakute	I want to turn this world upside-down
せいぜい　時間なんてありはしないが	seizei jikan nante ari wa shinai ga	Though there's just no time at best
まあまあ　そんなんで少年少女揃いまして	maa maa sonnan de shounen shoujo soroimashite	Now, now, that way, young boys and girls gathered round
唸り始めた会心劇さ	unari hajimeta kaishin geki sa	and growled in a drama after their own hearts
天才で人外で横暴な	tensai de jingai de oubouna	A prodigy, an inhuman, a tyrannical
最低で最高な相棒さ	saitei de saikouna aibou sa	partner who’s the best at being the worst
単純で明快な考えが	tanjun de meikaina kangae ga	It’s such a simple, clear-cut wish
僕をここで醒ましてくれないか	boku o koko de samashite kurenai ka	Won’t you awaken me, right here?
今この身をもって重石をとって	ima kono mi o motte omoshi o totte	With this body, I take a weight of rocks
君にだけにしかできない事はなんだ	kimi ni dake ni shika dekinai koto wa nanda	What's something that only you can do?
ここにいないでくれ	koko ni inaide kure	Don’t stay here
慰めなんていらないよ	nagusame nante iranai yo	I don’t need your comfort
荒地になってしまわぬように	arechi ni natte shimawanu you ni	So that it doesn’t end up becoming a barren wasteland
その名を隠して　ここに現れたのさ	sono na o kakushite koko ni arawareta no sa	I hid that name and appeared here
のさばってる奴らを	nosabatteru yatsura o	After searching for, forcing out,
探って抉って	sagutte egutte	and sneering
嗤っては泣いて	waratte wa naite	at those who act as they please, I cry
ああ　しょうもないな	aa shoumonai na	Aah, how pathetic
勝手にやってな文句ばっか	katte ni yatte na monku bakka	Nothing but selfish complaints
否定したって何したって	hitei shita tte nani shita tte	Even if I deny it,  even if I do something,
誰かのせいにしたって	dareka no sei ni shita tte	even if I blame someone
ああ　フラッシュバックして	aa furasshu bakku shite	Aah, I had a flashback,
小心者に眩暈がして	shoushinmono ni memai ga shite	a timid person made me feel dizzy
感情も根性も腐ってしまいました	kanjou mo konjou mo kusatte shimaimashita	My emotions and spirit have rotted.
思い出したくない一日は	omoidashitakunai ichinichi wa	Take that one day you don’t want to
ここに吐いてってしまえよ	koko ni haitette shimae yo	remember and spit it out here
いらんもんなんて捨てさって	iran mon nante sutesatte	Won't you throw away everything you don't need,
僕をここで壊してくれないか	boku o koko de kowashite kurenai ka	and destroy me right here?
今別れを待って　口を結んで	ima wakare o matte kuchi o musunde	Now even if I wait for our farewell, with my mouth clamped shut-
沁みついた夜の傷が癒えないのなら	shimitsuita yoru no kizu ga ienai no nara	and the wounds of that night that have seeped into my soul still can't be healed
涙は見せないで　こんな恥なんていらないよ	namida wa misenaide konna haji nante iranai yo	Then don’t let me see your tears; I don’t need that shame
全て失ってしまわぬように	subete ushinatte shimawanu you ni	So that everything won't be lost
変わらぬものが此処にあるとするならば	kawaranu mono ga koko ni aru to suru naraba	Then things that are unchanged will still stay here
夜が明ける前に　そうさ行ってしまえと	yo ga akeru mae ni sou sa itte shimae to	Before the night is dyed with lightーthat's right, I'm telling you to leave
白と黒の色のない世界に溢れた	shiro to kuro no iro no nai sekai ni afureta	Overflowing into a monochrome world where the colors don't exist
愛も全部ないよ嘘の世界に塗れた	ai mo zenbu nai yo uso no sekai ni mamireta	Nothing exists, not even love; smearing a world of lies
心の鬼は決して許してはくれないから	kokoro no oni wa kesshite yurushite wa kurenai kara	The demon within my heart will undoubtedly not forgive me
影は伸びきって　日は落ちきって	kage wa nobikitte hi wa ochikitte	Shadows stretch as the sun sets
明日を迎える事が許されたなら	ashita o mukaeru koto ga yurusareta nara	If I was allowed to greet tomorrow-
救われてたかな	sukuwareteta kana	Perhaps I would have been saved
それでも僕は	soredemo boku wa	Even so, Iー
今この身をもって重石をとって	ima kono mi o motte omoshi o totte	With this body, I take a weight of rocks
君にだけにしかできない事はなんだ	kimi ni dake ni shika dekinai koto wa nanda	What's something that only you can do?
ここにいないでくれ	koko ni inaide kure	Don’t stay here
慰めなんていらないよ	nagusame nante iranai yo	I don't need your comfort
荒地になってしまわぬように	arechi ni natte shimawanu you ni	So that it doesn’t end up becoming a barren wasteland
その名を隠して　ここに現れたのさ	sono na o kakushite koko ni arawareta no sa	I hid that name and appeared here
のさばってる奴らを	nosabatteru yatsura o	After searching for, forcing out,
探って抉って	sagutte egutte	and sneering at
嗤っては泣いて	waratte wa naite	those who act as they please, I cry
その小さな勇気が僕の胸を焦がすから	sono chiisana yuuki ga boku no mune o kogasu kara	Because this tiny bit of courage will burn my heart

English translation by たむ and めら, verified by Damesukekun

External Links

• piapro - Instrumental
• Hatsune Miku Wiki
• VocaDB