Blossom/Myriad

Lyrics
If I waited for you here

would I feel your presence near?

I don't know where my heart is anymore

I still remember all the days you were here

and all the happiness of times that I could see

All of my life that I said I would give to you

I thought that was all that it could be

"Things that I want to do...

I want to spend eternity, just with you"

But in a fragile space of time, I lost it all

I wondered if that had been selfishness too

Broken fragments all around

of my memories abound

Like the petals falling from a flower,

down to the floor

With the dreams to never be

You were ripped away from me

And I wallow in regrets

I didn't have before

Even if it's said and done

Just the two of you, there's only one

You are precious, you are loved,

and that you are even now

Torn and ripped apart inside

Trapped with nowhere else to hide

Just to live, I've but all forgotten how...

In this delusion of "if things had been changed"

Despite the fact that there was nothing I could do

I blame myself in my anger, I despise myself

for never being stronger just for you

Left a void behind

The unrelenting anger within my mind

I can't forget the fleeting last encounter

when I saw you with no proper answers to find

Plucked and tossed aside to die

Watered with my tears to cry

Like a withered flower drying up

and wasting away

You were all there was to me

and there's nothing left to be

Searching aimlessly just to find

a meaning for today

All the time I thought was there

disappears into the air

Only lingering in traces,

in pathetic old dreams

Reaching for you far away

Wishing that you'd only stay

All before it was ripped out at the seams

Even if I tried to just forget you were there

The void still inside me would stay behind

I'll never know why things had ended this way

If I were there...

If I could only have been there so I could find...

Someday I can move ahead

To a future life instead

Even though I can't forget you,

I will come back anew

But before the time is here

I am left with only fear

Wishing all that had happened

hadn't happened to come true

Like the flower once again

Blooming in a lonely den

I can stand alone and rise up

from the ground where I lie

But I'll always wonder then

Thinking back on it again

For I never can beg to know just why...