Talk:アンチビート (Anti Beat)/@comment-2A00:1028:8388:4BAA:EC66:E389:831C:EADF-20190707160731

"How come someone like you can love this disgusting, deprived, trash of a sinner I am?

I feel so unworthy of that love I selfishly take, the kindess you make me feel makes me want to throw up.

Can't you see? Ignoring the clues again?

When you say you love all of me, I just feel as if I' m being deceived, like back then. I'm fucking filthy, just look.

What does that make you. To talk in such way. What do you want?

I can't accept this. It's too fucking painful. I just wanna rot away finally. Stop... Stop... Stop...

Where the hell is that empty hole in your chest? That heartless pit?

How come you still follow me and love me so unconditionally?

Where's the catch in that?

I hate the you that loves me. Hate my heart painfully throbbing for you.

But mainly...

I fucking hate myself the most. "